To my Dearest Apple!!!

To my ZHUI BU XIANG SHANG HAI, ER JUE BEI WO SHANG HAI DE REN...
Apple, I am really sorry that I have hurt you alot. I have let you cried over me for the fourth time, Zhen De Dui Bu Qi!!! I really don't want you to get hurt and sad over me. I really don't want to. I really hate myself...

I had never been so sad since last time till now, but whenever see you like that, I really get hurt alot. As I say before, I rather be the one suffering than you suffer, but why.... I know I have break our promise, Dui Bu Qi. Maybe I am wrong in telling you all this for now, at least I wont see you so sad. Apple, just to let you know that even if you dont want to give me any support on this, no matter what in the future, I will still give you my fullest support in whatever you do!!!

I HOPE YOU WILL BLAME ON ME,
I HOPE YOU WILL ANGRY WITH ME,
I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME,
I HOPE YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ME ONEDAY!!!

I AM SORRY, I BREAK OUR PROMISE!!!
I AM SORRY, I LET YOU GET HURT!!!
I AM REALLY SORRY!!!