Nearly had an accident (05.02.09)

03/02/09 Day 17

met up with miss goh at lakeside mrt at abt 11am, then together took mrt to Tao Payoh.. senior's junior was waiting for us too... cos we had our lunch at quality hotel, Lian Xin... then later senior's seniors also came... in the end, miss goh paid the bill... she treated us lunch...

04/02/09 Day 18

send senior to T3 with Miss Goh too.. abit miss her... her purpose of coming to SG, was not for holiday... but was to CHENG QUAN her HXs... wow.. at least she had done her Misson...

When i was driving home, chat with Miss Goh alot too... when she and mrs Tan EK talked about NA students, they will think of My batch... haha.. cos they felt that nowadays NA students did not perform as well as my batch... thus Mrs Tan EK always remembered us...

but now, most of my teachers left JYSS, left a few only, less than 5.. if oneday, all my teachers left, i think i wont be back to JYSS anymore... signs... this year teachers' days cant go back school visit them.. hai...

05/02/09 Day 19

Afternoon，abt 2.30pm, I was on my way to 云's House at Tampinese... I rode my bike on the PIE, heading east side... I saw the infront cars was slowing down, but I was riding fast on the first lane, when I started to react, I know it was late... I had brake so hard, and the bike start to wobble.. I was going to hit the taxi which was in front of me.. I knew that I wont be able to stop in time, as a result, I immediately moved to 2nd Lane, and yet I din look behind me on my left side when i change lane.. somemore i was so near to the taxi on my right... my heart beat was fast.. hai...

signed... even though I avoided this accident, I knew something will happen later... cos I had a bad feeling after that..
After had KTV at Pasir Ris with Yun, accompanied her to her religion meeting.. it was about 10 pm, then felt abit hungry, brought her to circuit road market to have our dinner... i then turned into a side road carpark, but bec i thought of parking it at the side of the market, in the end, i wanna made a U turn on my right.. but bec i wasnt concentrate on where to park, as a result, i din manage to control well, my bike fall from my right...

My first concern... Yun ok or not... was she hurt? I was not injured at all, but she... her left leg had a minor injury... OMG... ARGz... I was so guilty of it... I rather myself to get hurt than to her... Even though she is ok.. and told me that actually she had a feeling that something will happen, and perhaps this happened was to teach me a lesson..
I din ride fast, my right U turn was slow.. just that I din concentrate well enough to handle it...

During my poly 2nd year, when a group of my poly friend were cycling near kallang, also bec of me, Yun fall from the bicycle... That time, I was so angry of myself and so gulity, in the end, when meeting up with them again at night in a pub, I start Drinking alchocolic Drinks... That was my first time when I was sad, i will start to drink...

I told Yun, this time I wont... perhaps there are always a reason of why things happens... wanna let me learn more and be stronger... I promised her I will ride or drive safetly in future... bec she also said that, if in future, anything happen to me, she wont forgive me...
Yun, very sorry about it...

最不想伤害你，而却被我伤害的人。。是我的不小心，是我的疏忽。。。 对不起，云。。