One day off...

On Sunday, we (Jue De) had a activity at Pasi Ris.. Last time don't really like to join any of our Fo Tang activites, but for this time round, I did enjoy the games and had learnt a lot of thing... During the lucky draw, when they announce number 47, I was suprised, and I think my number is 47.. Then I search for the paper in my left pocket.. The gift was a Mi Le Zhu Shi... Wow, in my whole life, first time get a prize in the lucky draw.. I am quite happy, feeling so lucky..

Then after the activity end at around 3pm plus, my cousin, niece, sis and I went to escape to play.. Initially quite happy, and first time play the racing car.. and I quite like it.. My sis took the super fast car, which is number 27, and mine is 28, behind my sis car.. When it start, I was behind my sis... Couldnt overtake her, as her car is more faster than me, and I have push full acceralation, only at the down slope step on the brake for only twice.. I was only behind her by a few cm, but so lucky that she bang onto the side of the road in the last round and I overtake her and got first... So happy to win her.. But then when we the 2nd round, my car is super slow, number 14, full accerelation and yet still very slow... Next time if go escape again, I will only want to play the racing car.. is much more fun...

I did enjoy, but my mood change during the night.. I was damm moodless, feeling very siansation... First thing is .........., which really makes me feel disappointed and sad.. Then later come another thing which make me feel more ...., that is my cousin keep on vomiting, not feeling well. perhaps she had play many times the spinning one..quite dizzy.. That time really feel sian liao, quite worry for her, but dont know how to help her, somemore, I am the older among them, I really feel helpless.. Then we take cab back home, she vomit again... asking her wanna go see doctor, she say no need.. Then call her to go bath and sleep immediately.. Yap, today she feeling better, and we go work together...

Yesterday I and "Him" had a tel chat.. he know that I was not feeling well, then ask me what happen that make my mood so sian, but I din tell him, somemore he keeping saying that am I crying or wat, but I din, just that I feel very ..., I then said tml then tell "Him" (that time is 10plus pm), so he say he will msg and ask me again during the midnight cos is already tml... Then I said ok.. But I was too tired liao, so I have ZZZzz before 12am. Then when I woke up, I saw 9 msg from "Him".. asking me how am I feeling liao and one of the msg saying that "To be truth, are you angry with me, if yes, I would like just wanna tell you, I like you, ok" and alot alot, when I see this, I was Diao, no link lor, but I know that he wanna make me feel better of wat ba... Then I only reply him saying that sorry that I have ZZz le... Then just now at abt 7 plus or 8plus, he and his friends came to my mother stall, I was shocked, and say, You come again ar.. Then again, he ordered the Fried Rice.. First time when he eat my Fried Rice, he say that the rice I cooked is still not uniform throughout, some salty, some tastless.. Then today, he say the rice is quite nice, but abit more salty, then he say izzit today my mood still not gd, thus accidentally add more salt ar.. Then I replied, yaya..

When he is paying the bill, he asked me if my mood ok liao ma... and asked me what exactly happen, but then I still din answer him.. I know that he is really concern and care for me, and also feel that because he knows that I am not feeling that good, then he come to see me.. Thanks ar (Z.. Q...) I really do appreciate him... Is like when u need someone to be around with you when u r not in gd mood, there he appeared infront of you, the feeling ar, is like very sweet, and I know that my heart start to move, cos of "Him", really thanks alot.. But I still can control my feeling, cos I still know what I wants..
Xie Xie Ni...

Today my godmother call me, asking me wanna go Australia with her, and her family in stepember.. At first I was quite happy and of course I hope to go, but then reject her, cos I dont really know her well, will feel wierd wierd one, and I will have alot activities, which I dont wanna to miss it.. As for the money, I know that she will pay for me evertyhing, but as I mention before, I dont wanna her to spent lot of money on me... Maybe next time when we get more close and when I have save a lot of money, then we go together.. Really sorry, my god mother...