Monday, April 25, 2005

Thanks to Dian Chuan Shi, Tang Zhu, and fellow Dao Qing...

Recently didnt sleep well. On sunday only start sleeping at 7am in the morning, help dad massage at 6am. Then today, only sleep at 4am plus, cos accompany dad and massage for him too.. His health become worst till extremely worst.. He can't sleep. He try to sleep on the bed, but about 2 min later, he will be very Xin Ku, cant breathe well.. So he try to sit, and he still breathe in diffculty.. I really dont know how to help him so as to reduce his pain... Mum feel the same too.

Finally, I told my dad that Thanks for bring me to the world, and sorry that I have hurt my body before. And also told him that from now onwards, I will not hurt myself again. Then he nodded. I cry when telling him all this.. And I think he will be glad that I have told him this. Then he say, Jia, Daddy Zhen De Heng Xiang Huo Jiu Yi Dian (Want to live longer), when I heard that, I more hurt, and more tear coming from eyes.

I also hope that He can live longer, but if really fate, and I will still be happy for him, cos he has Tuo Li Ku Hai.. I know he still din Fang Xia. Yi Qie You Lao Mu An Bai...

Bec I am really tired, I start sleeping at 4 am, while mum take care of him, cos she had sleep for an hour liao... But at about 9plus, I was wake up by my sis, saying that dad want go hospital, wanna me to go also.. At that point, I was very sian half, cos not enough sleep, led to headache..

Stay at the hospital from 11am till at about 7pm, cos at night got pray. Seeing him like that, really hurt, but not only he suffer, we as his family also suffer, especially mum. For me I already cannot TaHan le, so my mother too.. Dad will be staying at SGH for 2 to 3 days, before going home, he look better, not very in pain le... Really hope he will well...

Really thanks to all the Dian Chuan Shi, Tang Zhu, and fellow Dao Qing... Today got 13 people Kou Qiu 500 Kou Shou for my dad, include Tang Zhu, Dao Qing, Maid, Mum, Bro and Me.. Kuo Qiu to Lao Mu, Shi Zhun, Shi Mu, and all those buddha, saying that hope to reduce dad suffering, and if have any Gong De, we Hui Xiang our Gong De to my dad.. I was very grateful to them.. Beside, we also Nian 3 sutra to Hui Xiang to my dad for at least 30 min and so. They are Mi Le Zhen Jing, Qing Jing Jing, Ji Gong Hou Fo Jiu Shi Zhen Jing... Really thanks to them alot and alot... Also thanks to Chen Dian Chuan Shi, bec is he ask those Tang Zhu to come our place to help kou Qiu one...

Lao Mu Niang, your child Jiajia really hope that you can help my dad to reduce suffering.. I willing to do more good deed and Zai Dao Chang Duo Duo Liao Yuan. Lao Mu Niang Xie Xie Ni...

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home