["^U^"] I am so lucky!!

On Wed night, I told my mum about my sch thing.. asking whether I pass or not.. Cos i am still so worried that I couldnt sleep.. Then my mother told me that she uses her six sense, and her six sense told her that I will pass, so call me to sleep well.. She saiyang me at the same time.. Haha, then she bet with me... So I also own her a lunch, if I pass my exam...

Then this morning quite early wake up, even though quite late sleep, cos Xin Bu An.. Then couldnt get into sleep liao at 8am plus... Then sms to Ting, asking her whether wanna call Zhou Xiao Jie or not, and her replied is call ba... Then I wake up, use comp for a while, then bath, waiting for time to past so as to meet my jie at dover at 12pm... During the waiting time, I wanna call, but still so scare to call... THen sms to WC tell him about it, then he reply me saying that wanna help you call.. I smile, cos I appreciate his Helpful Thought.. He is really a very helpful, a nice guy.. But in the end I told him that I do myself..

At lakeside, waitng for Mrt to arrive, I finally decide to call the sch.. Then Zhou XIao jie hear the phone, and I asking her about the retake exam, whether I need to retake not.. Then she say, she has already give out all yesterday, and also she quite Zhu Yi Wo (notice me alot), if I got fail or wat, she will of course tell me one.. Then she call me to fang Xin... She is very friendly...

When the moment she say I pass all, I was so happy... But I do the paper personally and know my standard, I know that I will fail my 3 paper one.. I really dont understand how come I can pass..

First paper sick, brain not working, knowing that I got alot of wrong ans.. 2nd paper i only use 25 to 30 hours to study, a day before the exam, cant finish studying all in the end, and 3rd paper, i confirm only know 2 questions from wed teacher well.. I really dont understand why I manage to pass all..

I strongly believe that is my God (Lao Mu Niang) who always help me in my studies since young.. I really very busy during exam period, as I have rehearsal, performance, and dujing exam, Dujing graduate Dian Li, I already spent much of my time and effort in my religion thing, and use very little time for exam.. And exam period got thing Happening at the same time, I already no mood to study.. I really cant believe I can pass all.. I really so so so LUCKY.. I also know that my friends will give me blessing, hoping me pass too, Thank you very much... And also thank you to my dearest Yun, cos I know that when she chanting Nam-Myoho-Renge-Kyo, in the end she will always pray for me, pray that I will pass my exam, pray that I will get my happiness.. Really thankful to her.. Everytime her pray for me, I really recieve it and can sense it strongly.. Whenever she pray for me, let me remind me of my fav teacher Miss Wong, the first time Miss Wong pray for me for my O level result.. :)Will be in my heart, I am really Gan En those ppl who pray for me... :)

But I learn my lesson, I will manage my time well for now.. I cant always depend on lucky and my dearest Lao Mu Niang, I need to depend on myself liao.. I will jiayou, and do even well for this sem.. I will still try my best..

Besides, now I also bet lost to Yun.. Haha... will treat her dinner liao... and also my jie too..

Today went to meet Amy, happy to see her feeling gd... Happy to see LiJIng and her relationship is so stable... :) Amy, I will still tell you that Friendships are forever, I strong believe that... REally very touch and appreciate when you tell me that Zhi Ji can be the only one, and I am your Zhi Ji in your life and that is enough.. Xie Xie Ni.. I am really surprise you tell me that, and WO ZHEN DE HEN GAN DONG... ["^u^"] Of cos I will always be there for you when you need me, no matter is serious or not.. Perhaps we also went through quite a lot of hardship in the past, those quarrel, those tears, but I feel that is meaningful, and I still treasure alot in our friendship.. But of cos I do hope you can find more friends, and those are real friends who also treat you very very very gd.. Cos that is also another kind of happiness... You know... :)

There are two type of LOVE -- Small Love and Big Love! Small Love is BGR Love, love for only one person.. But I do prefer Big Love, can give all my love to everyone, family, friends, as long as everyone is happy, can liao... That is also my happiness way... To all My dear friends, so care and concern of my happiness thing, I know u guys wanna me to find my happiness, hm.. so call real happiness, I really do appreaciate it much, thanks alot.. See see ba, But i strong believe that if it yours, is yours... ok... :) And also more strong believe of fate!!! hehe...

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