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Yesterday went to cut my hair..Actually wanna cut Botak, but my friend call me dont, if wan, cut short can liao.. Haha, hm.. then when I went there, I just took a magazine, and look through to find which hair style I like.. Yea, I found it... I am not Xing Deng to cut my hair.. But aleast my tail still with me.. hehe.. If you ever ask me y cut my hair, I can just say is bec I wanna cut away my saddness.. Now then I understand y my fav teacher cut her hair short when she..... Hm.. I got happier and relax after cutting my hair...

Then when I reach home.. I give my mother see.. My mother really surprise.. And say U really cut short ar.. Cos she thought that I wont dare to do so.. then she say your tail gone liao ar.. Then I turn around and say na... Haha, she say y keeping the tail... In my thought, my tail has show how long of my hair was in the past, I just She Bu De, it just represent that there are thing I can let go, but there are some I still cant let go...

Then at night went to Mo Fan Ban, in order to keep my tail, i hide it inside my shirt... Cos my religion quite strict.. But they wont call me to cut away or wat, just tat I will be so Paiseh, that I know this rule, but I still offend it, and somemore I have Tang Zhu child... Anyway, about 3 weeks din go to mo fan ban liao cos busy with exam.. When listen to class, I feel that I am so peaceful, Xin more Ding Xia Lai.. At that point of time, I suddenly think of what jie told me on sunday... She say, if you are really fan, your heart is really Luan, pls think of the place of heart and Jing Xia Lai... Hm.. maybe at that point of time I cant.. But then when in the class, I really very happy that Jie will told me this.. That is bec this is wat I told her before, I cant remember when.. I am so happy cos whatever I told her in the past, she did listen and remember in her heart.. Now then I really understand that, once you save a person, in future that person will come and help or save you when you are going to enter a devil world.. Haha.. Cos since young I always listen to those Tang Zhu that, Ni Xian Zai Ke Yi Fu Chi Ta Ren, bec Ta Ren Xu Yao Ni De Bang Mang, Dan You Yi Tian Ni Yu Dao Kao Yan, Ta Ren Jiu Hui Lai Fu Chi Ni... ["^U^"] Thanks Jie... Really very thanks...

When I reach home at night, then my sis came back.. She saw my short hair.. Then she ask.. Y you cut your hair.. She keep asking and asking.. But I din answer back.. I just say, is it nice.. Then she say yea, is nice... Haha... My mother also say tml she also wanna go cut her hair same with me.. Hehe.. But too bad, she dont have tail.. Haha... Cos my mother like the hair style too.. hehe..

Then during sleep time, my mother came over my room, she just lie beside me on my bed, then my sis on another bed.. then we start our conversation.. about my sis going to Zhu Che thing.. Cos I dont understand what is Zhu Che means and what is Ding Hun (enagement ar) means.. Then my mother say Ding Hun got pray, exchange the ring, but Zhu Che mean is officially so call married, in the Law, they are married liao.. So I ask my sis, yours is Zhu Che or Ding Hun, then she say the guy told her is Zhu Che.. Then i ask again when is it.. She say that the guy mother prefer this August.. If this August, is quite fast... Then i ask if you Zhu Che liao, are you going to his house liao.. Then my sis say no la, she still live here, he still live in his house.. Cos 2 years later then marry, meaning the chinese traditional thing.. Hm.. To me, thing goes too fast.. I will miss my sister alot if she going to start her family.. Cos in future, No one accompany me liao, no one chat with me in the night, no one hug me liao (cos everyday when she back home we will have a hug hug), no one Da Da me liao, no one bath with me liao, no one quarrel with me liao.. Hai.. I love her alot, really so She Bu De, but still will happy for her.. Even though I am elder sister, but actually I always become Younger sister to her, She always call me Mei Mei, I always call her Jie Jie, she will saYang me.. But everytime quarrel finish, I will call her Mei Mei if i am in the wrong.. Haha.. I really will miss all these..

Then my mother keep shooting her.. The conversation is dame funny, keep make me laugh.. Hm.. And also asking in future, is her baby still vegetarian or not.. She say the guy wanna the baby to eat meat.. ARGZ.. I say her that you no power.. I really do hope her baby will be vegetarian, that is bec being a vegetarian since in mother Du Zhi, is very Nan De, and when grow up, will be very proud of it... Sometimes I went to my friends websites, they are Vegetarian like us, and they also do feel that they are so proud to be.. Hm.. They are younger than me, they only about between age 14 to 19, and they also feel the same as me.. And my brother is the first one to say that if sis baby not vegetarian, if sis got thing happen one day, he will not help her, and he scold her stupid... I am the 2nd to scold my sis stupid too, and my mother is the 3rd one.. hehe..

I already say before, if next time I got money, if her baby not vegetarian, when i die, I will not give her children any Yi Chang one.. Hai""" Hope she can wake up her trueself... Then my mother keep teasing me that next time sis baby going to call me Da Yi Ma.. Pls lor, Da Yi can liao.. Dont call me Da Yi Ma, call mean period sia...

Then my mother say she going to have half son liao, so she ask me when can I have another half son.. Eversince knowing my sis going Zhu Che, she have been calling me to quicly find one, so that me and sis can together marry, then she say can save money.. hm... diao diao diao.. until yesterday night still keep saying this, then i say Gou Le (enough).. I repeat so many time.. then you know wat funny, she say half son where got enough.. I diao... I say my meaning of enough is enough of saying all this la.. Haha.. Then she also told me that Lim Tang Zhu, my mother friend, wanna introduce me a guy.. hm.. I just hm.. ever since this year as i mention before, other than the 3 guys, already have tcm friend wanna introduce me a guy, then now this sia.. Really dont know why this year I will need to face all this.. My mother also say, hm.. better to find my future husband who is also tcm one.. then she can help up in the cashier or taking the medicine one.. Then i reply her yea yea yea...
Sun Qi Zhi Ran Ba.. I have said that only the real guy can Da Dong my now cold cold heart.. Whoever can, then might try.. haha...

My heart has become ICE, so who can melt it and win my heart????