5 months & 10 days Ended...

If you ever ask me hows my valentine's day, then I will say....Sian... Need to suppress my feeling inside my heart, knowing that we won't be having a happy valentines's day, but still have to show face, to 度过the whole day, eating lunch at LinZhi, going to East Coast Park from about 6pM to 8pm plus.. 心里真的很不好受。。 Why? Promise? 承诺？ Promise of giving me happiness in future, but then.. Promise will not 实现，I hate to see that, thus I have made my choice.. Giving Up... In the past, I am very 重视 this 承诺，so my dear friends, pls dont give me any promises if you really can't fufill it oneday...

Anyway, life have to continue.. Miss Wong sms "ok, whatever u may be feeling, if u need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, mine is available. remember this , k?" I am very touched.. She is really a very Great Teacher to me.. I know that she is worried for me, but I told her that I assured her I wont do any silly thing... Anyway, I wont..

That is my fate, is my KaoYan.. I will be living well.. Anway, will be busy from next week onwards.. Cos every sat also got Sch lesson.. Then my Ren Cai class also going to start lesson next week.. I will be 过得很充实。。 ["^U^"]

Lastly, hope He will be doing well in his life in future...