Love again...

Is my love kaoyan again.. The fouth guy appear, who is my pri friend.. Hm.. To me i just take it that he is kidding.. yesterday we chat in msn, then in the end, he said that he will be my fouth guy to consider.. Hm.. I replied him whether he is serious or not.. Hm... Before I sleep yesterday night, the 2nd msg he send me is 'when start dating'... I... erm... In my mind is full of, why, how come, too sudden, r he serious, r he kidding, r he playing with me...

Haha, this year look like my tao hua yun.. The first 3 guys are still waiting for me, waiting for me to accept them.. hm.. To me I still treat those as normal.. I dont believe they like me, I am not as gd as what they think, why they choose me.. I
really cant believe guys will like me sia.. REally very the funny...

Who do you choose if you r me? Hm.. for those 4 guys, i dont have any feeling with them yet, if really going to choose, i might choose the fouth guy, but then in my heart i already have another guy who are only normal friend.. choose a guy who like you or a guy you like.. if choose a guy who like you, maybe in the end will have Jie Guo, can be together... But if u choose a guy you like, but the guy dont like you, then dont have any Jie Guo, but still like the feeling of being friend with each other, then which jie guo will you choose???

I still dont have xin li zhun bei, I admit i am afraid, scare to be hurt again, and also I know I dont have Xing Xin in relationship.. I just still cant open out my heart... Argz.. How shd I solve all this thing?