Extremely Upset!

Just happened a few minutes ago, and this thing makes me so sad, depressed, upset and etc... I don't wish to say out what is the incident all about.. I just feel very hurting..Really hurt.. Can't be expressed out.. Anyway, just think of 2 poems that link to the incident. Is truely from my heart.. Sang Xing...

First Poem: Ni Mei You Xing!!!
I rather don't have heart, so that I won't be in this world!
I rather don't have heart, so that you don't need to work so hard!
I rather don't have heart, so that you don't have to suffer so much!
I rather don't have real heart, since you said that I don't have heart!!!

Second Poem: Hen Kuai De!!
Ni Shuo Hen Kuai De, Shuo De Na Mo Jian Dan!
Ni Shuo Hen Kuai De, Shuo De Na No Duo Chi!
Ni Shuo Hen Kuai De, Wo Zhen De Hen Tao Yan!
Ni Zhai Shuo Hen Kuai De, Wo Hui Deng Ni Zhuo Le, Zhai Zhuo...