J-Ant's Story Part 2

J-Ant keeps asking itself whether should give up or not.. Almost all of it Ant friends do not believe on what J-Ant's words. Even though J-Ant said that it won't give up yet no matter what. However, J-Ant feels extremely depressed and siansation. It seems that there is no more perseverance of J-Ant liao. To J-Ant, it hope that the time will stop, and sometimes really don't want to get affected by it.

J-Ant really don't understand quite alot of thing. It's heart is really crying whenever J-Ant think of this situation. To J-Ant, it only wanted to help all those friends. All this thinking is just come naturally from it pure heart, and J-Ant swear that it will not harm anyone for sure. IH-Ant and AL-Ant asked the same question on why bother it so much.. Shi Ji Hai Mei Dao.. Of course, J-Ant understand all this, but it still feel hurting. All this is not J-Ant wants, and yet for most of the time, it just come naturally. J-Ant will keep thinking what is right and what is wrong.. And what is to be done, and what is not to be done.. Should J-Ant give up?

To be truth, J-Ant really will use it happiness to exchange for the believe from it's Ant friends. In addition, J-Ant also willingly to sacrifice it life for the exhchange too.. J-Ant don't want to see it's friends suffer, it rather suffer with them too... After hearing J-Ant thing, AL-Ant said why.. And AL-Ant called J-Ant not to think that or too much...

Sometimes, J-Ant feel that why don't be selfish once in it life time since nobody believe that, there is a SHORTCUT ROAD to the food location which really exist. Then J-Ant might as well keep all this in it heart and just don't share with anyone. And also J-Ant really wanted to be very selfish, Zhi Ji Chi Bao Jiu Hao, why still bother with others... However, J-Ant just couldn't do so, Yu Xing Bu Ren...

Recently, J-Ant chat with another Ant, who is very very very special to J-Ant (called Special-Ant). From the conversation, J-Ant feel that Special-Ant prefer it present life condition, and also won't believe on what J-Ant saying...

J-Ant really just wanted to let all it friends Ant knows that there is a Shortcut Road to find their food, and yet why still bother to go through such a Long way to get their food? The main motive from J-Ant is only to lighten their Xing Ku.... But J-Ant knows that nobody will understand it Ku Xing.... And nobody will believe one...
Should J-Ant give up ma??? Sobsob!!!