Going to end soon...

Today suddenly recieve a msg from the 3rd guy.. I am quite surprised... Finally feel that all this can come to the end.. I finally have the courage to tell the 2nd guy and 4th guy.. But no matter what, I am really sorry to them, and really hope that they will find their happiness soon... Below shows our sms conversation..

3RD GUY SMS CONVERSATION

3rd Guy:
Jia I know I cant be wit you.. feeling very down but life goes No… lucky that I tell u how I feel… I really love you.. But also wan you to be happy.. So I give up… I really wan to see u in happiness take care ok.. Hope to meet you to chat again

Me:
Sorry.. Hm.. Thanks for ur love to me, I appreaciate it.. I hope u will find ur happiness onday.. And also hope that we can be gd friend.. :p

3rd Guy:
I think only one guy left… No matter who you wit. You know take I will still care for you. And still loving you.

I finally sms 2nd and 4th guy about What i have decide.. and that is..
Me: hm.. so how r u recently? Hope u doing fine.. hm.. thanks 4 asking me to be ur gf, I have decided not to choose any one.. Hope u will find ur real gal soon.. Jiayou..
Below shows our conversation..

2ND GUY SMS CONVERSATION

2nd guy:
Haha.. I expected u will chose this. I hav to blame myself for being a fool. Nvm,
I chose this way. Forget it. That ur decision.

2nd guy:
since u decided on this decision. There nth I can say or do now.. sighz. Hope u hav gd nite. I dun hav the chance to take of u.. tk care

2nd guy:
After this failure. I suppose I wont be trying again. My heart dead lar. Since I failed again.. nvm, since I destined dun hav tht luck.. tht nth I can say

Me:
Im sorry.. but I hope u dont heart dead. Hope u find ur zhen ming tian niu..

2nd guy:
U by now know wht charc I am. If I hav make up my mind.. tht nth tht will make me change my mind easily. I told u tht u are my last try.. since I had failed.. I dun blame u.

2nd guy:
Finally I knoe tht there nth I can say or do to make u change ur mind!!! I no choice but to accept this failure. I seriously decided on 1 thing.

2nd guy:
I seriously decided on 1 thing. I will just close my heart as from now..

Me: ..Pls dont..

2nd guy:
Ask u something.u wont change ur mind.. am I rite? Both of us the same!! Unless u willing to change ur mind and give both of us a chance. Then I will change mine

2nd guy:
U wont change ur mind & give both of us a chance.. am I rite? Same do I, u may think I’m forcingu.. u remember I used to say tht there nth tht is impossible


4TH GUY SMS CONVERSATION

4th guy:
Haha, ok.. Xie Xie Ni…

Me:
Sorry, U come too late, if not I will choose u.. Time not rite,, Eric, I do enjoy chating with.. will we still be gd friend?

4th guy:
What you mean by too late.. Don’t worry…

Me:
Hm, if thing happen in a year ago, I will agree..
4th guy:
Haha..ok..

4th guy:
But can I know.. why is 1 year ago? Why you will chose me?

I AM SORRY!!!