Damn Life..

Recently not feeling very good.. Affected by studies and health problem.. Hai~ Too Stress!!! Very down and upset for the test on mass transfer... Argz... Maybe put too attendion, very Zhai Yi on the mark, as a result giving myself Ya Li... Stress... Argz, in the end, sudden blank... From last time till time, whenever I am very Zhai Yi on the particular subject, I will always performed badly especially in exam.. But now, even test i still can... Hai~ i know is Lin Chang Biao Xian.. I really know how to do, but whenever got sudden blank, cant think of any solution during that moment.. Why! Really sian haif... Hai~ Perhaps this is another Kao Yan on me ba..

Health getting worst.. Easily getting Headache. Very pain until cant sleep well. Feel like going to bang onto the wall.. Argz... Too stress and always bad tempered, my Da Jing Pao coming back again... Too long didnt go see my doctor. But to lazy to go... I thought I have recover, but now, sian half... ARGZ!!!!!!!!!

My Mood already not very good, but always got thing to disturb me.. Hate those who Yuan Wang me.. Especially that KFC. You think you very Xing Ku Ar, Fang PI!!! I think mummy is more XingKu than you. If you regret, then why initally you want to Sheng Wo, and let me coming to this world. Is you the one who wants a family, get married and happily (enjoyable) doing that thing, then result me to born into this world. You think I want to come meh.. You are the one who have fun first ok.. If you now got financial problem, don't blame here and there. Is you the one who start up all the problem one. Blame yourself for getting married and having children. Then you wont have to pay alot of the thing..

Is you the one who make me with all this kind of negative thought of life, and you also the one who make me a bad tempered person, and you the one that make me rude and unfilial to you. Idiot.......

Moodless...

This few days was abit of moodless. Really don't want to study, let it be... Last min study for today PC test. Study from yesterday night (about 10pm) till the morning 6 am... Realise that I have start becoming more and more lazy... Just don't know why, no mood to do anything.

Recently the feeling seems like coming back, but I think I need to control over it. Hai~ Something on my mind is bothering me, I think is time to make a decision. Whatever the decision will be, just hopefully I will not regret. See first ba, from now till next year March still a long way to go..

A memorable day

This is my Second Year to take the ZHU XUE JING. But today we are extremely honoured to have our Lin Qian Ren to give us the award as he is always busy one and seldom will be in Singapore. I feel so honour and happy when I sat beside him for the phototaking session. Actually I should be sitting at another place, but then a Dian Chuan Shi (whom I don't know who is he, heard from my mother that he is call Huang Dian Chuan Shi) has asked me to sit at that place. Perhaps all this is fated. I am given a chance to see and get close with our Lin Qian Ren. ["^U^"] I like him alot since young, he has a good character and won't easily get angry. He has scarifice alot of his time, effort he has put in and his commitment in IKuan-Dao, let me really really respect him alot. Furthermore, I always like to listen to his talk, which I think that it is a very enjoyable lesson. Thanks to LM-Niang, for giving me a chance...

Below shows our Lin Qian Ren, My sis and Me, My mother and Me and last but not least, all the awarders...

Sorry

Really very sorry to my group member... ARGZ... I have lost the mark sheet.. SORRY SORRY SORRy.. UNLIMITED SORRY to you all... ARGZ...