Today My Dear Hai Zhu feel unwell...

After dear has give me a morning call, in just a min, he fall on to the floor.. He told me that He feel giddy, and Yun Yun.. Then he cant feel any thing after he Yun Dao.. Thus, he din go sch in the morning... I only met him after our last lesson in the afternoon.. Then I accompany him back home.. We chat alot, asking how is he.. Is he ok.. He just scare me.. I am just quite worry for him.. Seeing his left face there got some red bruise, then i feel abit Xin Tong.. Anyway, even though he not feeling well, he still go buy something for me when he come to sch... He should have stay at home and rest well.. He ar.. My dear dear Hai Zhu really do alot of things for me.. And He also treat me very very good.. Because of accompany me doing my prac work and revising my study, he went home late, and thus late sleep recently.. Maybe cos of this reason, not enough sleep, so he today 晕倒了！！！ I just feel quite Nei Jiu... And also very touched by what he has done for me... We never had quarrel, but only he make me angry for one time, and other times is only I am just unhappy with him... But he always tolerate me alot.. And I always forgive him easily.. I dont like to angry with him, or quarrel with him, I only remain quiet when I am in unhappy mood... But I din really angry with him, and always in the end, we are ok.. When he always say I love you, I just smile and say, yayaya... cos I still really cant believe 100% in guys words... I know he is abit sad when I dont seem like believing in him.. But now, after everything, I realise that he really do love me alot alot.. And treat me very very gd.. He might scare that I will leave him oneday or what.. But anyway, I will love him forever and assure that will stay with him forever, but if the day I left him, is only bec of that Only ONE reason...He knows that... When I am sick, he so worry for me.. Now he sick, I realise how he worry for me in the past, cos now I also do worry him alot now.. Hope he will recover soon...

He is jealous bec ... Anyway, mum also say is my wrong.. Hm.. hehe.. Din know that he will jealous wor.. But then, for now, no matter what, if he dont want me to do, i will listen to him.. I dont wana him to be jealous.. I really feel so strongly that I wanna to be with him forever...Even though I like freedom, dont like to be control by others, I think that is worth in this relationship.. Mum seem to like him alot, even my MeiFeng(my biao Ge future wife) also told my mother that she feel that my hai zhu is a very gd guy... Cos Meifeng and mY hai zhu got some relative relationship...

[My Dear Lao Gong Hai Zhu, I really love you alot too.. I really wanna to be with you forever.. Thanks for whatever thing you have done for me.. ["^U^"] I really appreaciate it alot.. I will listen to you, cos I dont want you to be a bit jealous.. ok... Pls give me some time for 100% believing in u.. I like freedom, but I love you more... ["^U^"] Dear, Sorry that I am still not ready for the DH, that is because I am scare to be get control over... And also feel that thing goes too fast.. Are you sure? Maybe to you, you are very sure.. But to me, I am still unsure.. Zhen De Ma? But that doesnt mean anything.. To be truth, I am just scare.. No matter wat, when time goes, I will give u 100% believe... ["^U^"] I will take good care of you too... Bec you are my blur king Hai Zhu Da Huai Dan!!!]

Exam Coming Soon!!!

Exam Coming Again!!! Finally my practical report has done finished.. But I still plan to do one more for Wu Zhong Hui teacher... Recently not feeling that gd.. But thing has over, and I am feeling better.. Sometimes really tired of Life.. Btw, wanna thanks Ting and Wen for accompany me and playing with me when I am down on last week... And also thanks to some of my friends who so concern of me.. Although dislike life, I still feel so gd to have those gd friends..

Dear have been treating me gd.. But I sometimes will still angry with him for what he did.. Hehe.. But he so tolerate me alot.. ["^U^"] Whether we will last not, just Sui Yuan.. Cos I really still dont know whether is this my happiness in future not.. ["^U^"]

Still very lazy.. Still got 2 weeks before the first paper.. must work hard liao... Pray that this time round can do better than last semester.. If not mum will nag nag me liao, cos this sem din really go to sch.. Miss alot of class.. Actually Mum knows tat.. I just keep quiet, and only reply her that I have my own way to study la.. Therefore, I need to do well this coming exam.. Jiayou Jiayou!!

Btw, exam coming soon, all the best to all my friends, Jie, Apple and all my Tcm Friends!! ["^U^"] After exam (mid of Dec) then write the blog again...