my recent days...

27/01/09 Day 10
Stay at home.. played keyboard...

He.. asked me if i am free the next day, cos he has two tickets to flyer... I am shocked... i rejected him... recently seemed like my 桃花运 still there... at china is xun.... now in sg... is yao.... to me, everything happend too fast... we only met up during CNY' eve eve, with kor they alll.. and he is kor's friend... accompany him on sun to buy clothes only.. and tues, he asked me that... really shocked... cant accept yet... slowly ba.. takes time to know each other...

28/01/09 Day 11
went to Ah Gong, Xiao Yi Po, and San Gu house with Sis and Meifu... then later went to Meifu's friends house.. played majiong... Meifu guided me, cos i am not gd at it... in the end, i think i lost near $30 plus... sis won quite alot... then had a dinner at a nearby coffee shop, ate my cheesy spagatti, and chocolate mousse.... then went back again to his friend house... but then meifu took over me, cos i really not interested in the majiong, and they played with real money one... so i used their eletric keyboard and played my song... in the end, sis won $80 plus, and meifu lost $10 plus.. but actually meifu help me won $20 plus, if not is $30 plus.. since sis won more, she covered our loses... haha.. went home at around 1am....


29/01/00 Day 12
went to mummy stall to have my breadfast... then went to IMM to buy C905 hp... using $300 voucher.. in the end, paid $38 more for the N85.... actually wanna buy the sony C905 one.. but too big, too heavy... and nokia phone more easy to use... and my niece just bought the C905, after trying it out, wasnt as gd as what i think...

went back to mum stall again, accompanied her and uncle to a funeral, cos they ordered food from my mummy... then after they ate finished, went home, took a bath, and mummy and me went to T1, bec my senior, QiaoYun Jie, know her in nanjing uni... she first time come to sg... she saw me, the first thing is.... wow, u seemed to be a bit fat le... round face...

hehe..Yeap, i know, eversince came back, just within a week, my weight increased 2kg... total increased 3 kg le....

then we went to marine parade there, fusion vegetarian to had our dinner... ate spagetti again.. then 10 plus pm came back.. now mummy and senior chatting and chatting in my room.. hehe...

Sleeping day...

26/01/09-Day 9
7 am plus sleep.... and 12.30pm woke... after bathe... accompany my uncle to my tcm friend, Yuxian house, cos she ordered buffet from my mummy... haha.. she represent her family gave me an bao... i din bring any oranges.. so paiseh...

then later went home, online for a while, then watch tv.. long time din watch the movie channel.. Ch 62... watched till sleep.. then again sleep from 4pm plus till 8pm plus... woke up again.. went jogging... preferred jogging in short and t-shirt... 30 min jog.. feeling gd....

Really fat le, weight increase 2 kg since I back to Sg.. just within 8 days, increase alot... compared to sis wedding time, total increase of 3 kg... to me is alot sia... even though my ywlk(w) said that i am not fat... but... i know recently i have been putting on weight.. rounder face sia... sobsob... 20 days more to Graduation Day... really hope to slim down more by then... Jiayou en....

not much mood to go family house to bai nian... performance coming soon... going to practice the song le... if not... hai....

Happy Chinese New Year...

25/01/09 - Day 8
woke up at 10am, then later...played my keyboard, and recored my songs...

1.30pm, weiyao came to my house blk to wait for me.. Cos the day before, he asked me to accompany him to buy shoes... I agreed since I dont have anything to do... when saw him, he passed me a bottle of Liang Cha.. which is Ma Ti Shui... OMG... I dont drink Ma Ti water one, cos i dont like... but bec he specially bought for me one, so i also very paiseh to reject him... in the end i still drank it.. still ok with that.. but anyway, thanks weiyao...

Again, he is the rider, and I am the pillon.. we went to marina square.. he brought a long sleeve shirt and a gift for Kor.. then went to city link to buy his shoes... then went to a cafe.. he treat me a cup of mokca, and a slice of orea cheese cake.. wanna return him the money, but he dont accept.. next time then treat him back ba...

Anyway thanks weiyao again.. for all these...

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Day 8 & Day 9
start praying at abt 9.15pm... this year, jie and jiefu came... and of cos every year, Lifen and Duquan will come my house to pray, and 守夜。。。 after those praying things finished, we had our lao Yu Sheng...



After that Duquan accompany me sending Jie and Jiefu back home... later Duquan, lifen and me went to my nearby petrol station, bec he wanna send his car for washing.. and we chatted alot.. and also about lifen love relationship.. as duquan and me also quite excited to hear from her, and her things... she is my long long friend, since pri, and once same class in sec before.. she was quite busy since working... only met her once a year or twice, cos she will come my house every year this time.. once a year.. haha.. is a one year one time Dao Qing.. same as Duquan too.. haha... but I am happy as i still have these two Hou Xue, can say quite sincere.. still remember LM, and remember temple..

Thanks, Lifen, Duquan, Jie and Jiefu for coming.. at least I still have you all as my Hou Xue.. I am really glad and happy...

7.03am, they are sleeping now... mummy woke up le, going to work later.. I am going to sleep in half an hour time... Gd Nite...

Anyway, friends....Happy Chinese New Year...

shopping...

23/01/09 Day-6
Woke up early in the morning, around 8 plus am again.. online,surf for some websites.. looking, findig the Graduation Friends Forever Music Sheet.. Cos really wanna learn and play that song.. meanwhile played my keyboard the whole morning.. at abt 2 plus, rode my bike to sis house, cos we were going to bugis to buy for CNY Clothes...

Really dont really like to shop for this.. so tiring.. and CNY.. Hai.. no mood... when growing older and older, dont really like CNY.. dont have the feeling at all.. cos to me, is just an another day... bo bian... still shop with sis... This year clothings were not as gd as last year.. I really dont like this year clothes design.. but still, bought it... cos watever sis buying, just count me in...

Actually planned to meet apple.. but bec our shopping havent end, so in the end i cancel the meeting with her.. really very sadded... cos hope to see her.. but... hai...

24/01/09 Day-7
Today went bugis again... but this time with my Kor, Jie, Jiefu, WeiYao and Yanhao...
feeling quite gd to be with them.. after the shopping, we went to a place, seat down, and chatted... we were waiting for yanhao's gf to come.. cos haven seen how his gf look like... hm... finally came... looked abit like Cheng Hui Ling, kelly... nice to know her....

weiyao is kor and yanhao sec friend... knew him when we were in the cycling club in poly...Then later he send me to my aunts vegetarian stall at pasir panjang...Wu Jia You Bao, cos we are having dinner there... my family gathering... weiyao was riding his scooter.. cool scooter... enjoyed as a pillon... he rode abit fast sometimes.. but quite stable... he is the 3rd guy who i seat as a pillon.. first is my bro.. then is Iman.. haha..

Thanks weiyao again.. paiseh cos wasting his petrol..

as a rider and a pillon feeling is totally different... but i feel that i prefer myself as a pillon..

wondering in future, will i have the chance to sit as a pillon while He as the rider???

Then after dinner, mummy, sis, meifu and me went to Kallang CC, cos my bro having his singing performance there.. is like a ming ge can ting... ordered drinkings, and enjoyed their singing.. is a gd place for us to gather with friends, chat chat and also hear gd singing...

Tiring day again...

["^U^"]

Day-5

Woke up very early, around 8am plus, online..surf facebook, wrote on Ting's Wall.. Wanna wishes TIng Happy Birthday...

then later online, doing blog stuff, and also played my keyboard..

1.30pm plus, went to sch, passed the medicine to senior, which i brought it all the way from china, as i bought it before i left Nanjing..

I rode my bike there.. Sian half.. how come my bike become like that.. i knew the engine got some problem.. hai.. suan le.. next time when i start working, then i will buy a sport bike... worst still, my helmet, hai.. dont know wat to say.. anyway bro say will buy me new one.. hopefully ar...

5.30pm... met up with ywlk(w).. she drove there..had a dinner with her at Deli Vege.. chinatown.. She ate Baked Rice, and I ate TomYam Fried Rice (I feel that mummy one better, hehe).. We chatted alot, laughed alot.. I really enjoyed every moment with her.. she made my day... ["^U^"] Thanks, miss wong...

She said this.. "to know the future is to create it"... hm... yeap.. perhaps i still dont know wat i want, or i still dont really understand myself... if I able to know myself more, know wat i want.. then i able to create it for my future... give me times...

now from sick to sore throat.. hai... Tired.. Going sleep soon... nite...

Boring Day...

20/01/09 - Day 3
Slept til 12.45pm then woke up.. too tired le.. the dinner was canceled, cos many of my tcm friends couldnt make it.. hai.. no surprised... nvm... next time... then went to mum stall at around 4pm plus.. ate my fav food... Wantan Mee.. I still love my mummy wantan mee.. different from other stall.. cos feeling sick.. monday din ate anything much.. but i still manage to eat finish my wantan mee, as i gave my mummy half of it.. cant finish all.. ate half curry puff too.. not that i dont like to eat, just that no appetite...

wanna ride my bike around.. but bro using.. sian half.. next time ba...
["^U^"]

21/01/09 - Day 4
stay at home, surfing net... dont wish to go out.. moodless...

going to ride bike again, but again, bro need to use it to go sch... co he has appointment.. hai.. lend him again.. no bike again.. sobsob...

Cannot watch tv, the player spoiled.. hai.. so boring.. going to play piano.. and keyboard.. ["^U^"]

Back home le... Finally...

18/01/09 - Day 1
So sian half at the nanjing airport, bec my gift for my 二姨丈, a lighter, 整人的。。 being confiscate by the custom... but luckily met a SQ staff.. he will keep for me, when i back to nanjing, he will return to me... bec i forgot to put that in my lagguage... as a result, which is in my hand carry bag...

Chat with ting half of the time in the plane.. Yeap, finally can communicate well... I missed our chat.. Yeap, we are doing gd... Thanks ting...

when reach T3 airport, so hot, my whole body, face, and especially hands, very very red.. too use in the zero Deg C plus minus enviroment.. met my sis and mei fu.. then come my mummy, bro, and Chao Tian Shu Shu (my future sponsore) haha.. maybe need his help, maybe not...

Then we went to Lao Di Fang and have our dinner there.. I missed the carrot cake... i missed the fish ball.. and prawn.. haha all vegetarian..

On the way back home, bro gave me see tiger pic and video which he is still alive... went i saw video of Tiger, 10 min ago before he passed away... His eyes so big.. he seems like so pain.. I again, cant control my emotional, cry out... eyes very pain, and yet tears keep flowing out... Tiger.. Tiger... Tiger...



19/01/09 - Day 2
In the morning, sis, meifu, bro and me went to the whithely road, animal hospital... 10am, is the schedule for tiger body to be burn... i saw his body, i finally so Tiger... but now, he cant play with me, he cant saiyang me... I saiyang him from his head to his body, and to his tail... hands, and legs... every part of him, i used my hand and go over it, saiyang him for the last chance... again, still bursting out my tears... chat with him, telling him if got chance become man, must do well, must do gd deed, must be enlightenment one day too.. Tiger is our vegetarian cat, so kind hearted, at least his heart is pure... his body is pure..

3pm then collect his ashes... meanwhile, meifu send me to taopayoh and meet my TCM friends... miss them alot..first met jianming, mengna, you ying, suxing, then later come the rest of them... like huanying, zhiling, yuxian, wensen, daniel, xiaozhi ( Thanks XZ, thanks for u concern, only now then see it...), then basheng, liqing, zhongshang... and some more, cant remember... i gave them a hug, and i recieve everyone blessing... have lunch with some of them, as most of them having practical at AMK and other places...

then meifu come back and send us to the clinc again, to take the ashes... bones already 碎掉。。 Cos the uncle use hard object and hit the bones into pieces... hai.. actually wanna see my tiger got She li zhi not, cos taiwan dog, 7 years of veg and xiuxing in the temple, got 7 she li zhi... sian half, when i see those bones, instead like powder form... but his bond is white, very clean... i am sure he will be doing well in future, and future life.. I Miss Tiger... ARGZ... (going back home is like very kong... cos tiger not around... no more meow meow, no more play play, no more saiyang..)

Then went back to Taopayoh again, meet up with ting and we go see zheng yuan zhang... chat for quite long...

meanwhile, feel very very cold.. cos going sick le... whole bodyaches... since morning till now.. going sleep soon in 30 min time... Going meet Tcm friends again tml nite for dinner... and a suprise for.... haha... wait and c...

friends, me back le, sms your no. to my 81610XXX... ok.. take care.. cya soon...

第一次的醉酒。。永生难忘。。。

隔天，我问婷，那天我是怎样被发现我喝醉了。。 因为我记得最后一次我还是清醒时，我是和妈妈Msn Video Call的。。 我知道我快要不行了，但一直勉强的撑下去，对这Laptop的银幕，哭着很伤心，看着妈咪。。但后来头还是掉在键盘上，没力在台起头，就过后不记得了。。 直到四点多早上才醒来，又吐。。 当中，在醉的时候，直到YuYing一直叫我，跟我说话。。 这就是我记得的。。。

但，当婷和我说后。。 我吓倒，也觉得有点搞笑， 也觉得有点恶心，内疚。。 为何。。
婷说。。。她回来后，进来房间看我有没有事，但，我是很激动的和家人VideoCall.. 那时的她，不知道我已经喝了酒。。 她以为我哭了后，就没事，所以也没有太大的担心我。。 婷在客厅和HJ在吃，看电视。。 后来，婷觉得不奇怪，房间里的我没有任何的声音了，以为我睡着了。。 但突然我开了房间的门，走到客厅去。。 她们觉得我走路的样子不对劲，像喝醉的。。

我告诉他们我要去厕所。。 婷说我看起来好像要玩刀，还是什么之类。。 不清楚，看其来很吓人。。后来走也走不了，HJ扶着我，婷进房间才发现我床旁的小桌子上有一瓶酒。。 婷也很快的敲Yuying的门，但，其实Yuying正在睡觉。。 后来，她们一起把我扶回去，因为喝醉的人，体重增加。。 比平时的重很多。。 回来房间后，我还会和妈咪说，我累了，要睡觉了。。 我也这样和她们说。。 妈咪也叫她们好好照顾我。。 婷关了电脑， 放在一边。。

过后，我躺在床上后，她们离开房间。。 不到一下，发现我吐到我的枕头， 床，等。。 在我快要跌下床，婷用我的被，扶着我，让我慢慢下去，以免我受伤。。 我也不懂怎么样，躺在地上，不肯起来。。Yuying一直叫我起来，睡在床，但我一直跟她说我已经睡在床。。

Yuying要跟我换衣服，但我说不要，我会Paiseh。。就这样，没办法，拖了一个钟头后，她又在问我。。问我要不要换上衣，但我说我没穿。。。嗯。。 她又在说那要不要换下面的库。。 我说不要，我已经冲凉了。。。 也许我对这个很Paiseh，我的潜意识还是比较清楚的。。

但是最终还是Yuying帮我换了。。 只有她。。 我被她看光了。。真是的。 真Paiseh啊。。

若婷，Yuying 没有告诉我，我真的不知道。。 也难怪，我隔天这里痛，那里痛。。 尤其头部。。 和肋骨那而。。

真的谢谢她们。。 尤其是婷， 她因为我破财， 打电话给我的妈妈。。 她不要我还给她，要我内疚一辈子。。 嗐。。。

但我以后不会在这样。。真是不好的经验。。 酒是不能解决问题的，反而让我跟难受。。带给我朋友麻烦。。家人，朋友们的担心。。真不好意思。。 对不起。。。

难忘的醉酒的我。。

miss Tiger。。。

宝贝离开了我..

昨天, 6.52am,接到弟弟的短信.. (Which vet u bring tiger go last time?)

但是我只有在8am plus的时候看见手机的信息..我马上打给弟,他没接..我在打给妈妈问宝贝发生什么事.. 其实, 前几天宝贝就已经病了, 很少吃又很少喝水.. 前两天它咳嗽..昨天它又瞄瞄叫,又不吃.. 自从我离开新加坡，到南京后，它整整瘦了1kg..从3.6kg瘦到2.5kg...

我马上打给妹妹，叫她一定要带Tiger去看医生。。。 那时我的心情很差，因为我想到WenWen,它被人毒死的。。那时我才中四。。爸爸带我和妹妹,wenwen,去看兽医。。 医生说太迟了，结果它留院观察的隔天就走了。。 我有预感，感觉好强好强， 我怕我的宝贝Tiger会是这样里开我。。所以我不管怎样，都要妹妹马上带它去看医生。。结果，Tiger被诊断没有发烧，要住院观察。。 医生也抽它的血，进行化验。。

8.26pm, 那时我正在跑步，跑了20min plus...结果，我看到是弟弟发给我的短信。。
(Jiejie... Tiger die le...)
我快要崩溃了，我哭了，好伤心，好难过。。 我继续不停的跑，眼泪不停的流。。。我发短信告诉婷， 我知道她担心我，但我真的无法控制我的悲伤。。我回家前，去了苏果，买了巧克力，也买了酒。。高粱酒，50%酒精。。。

我在冲凉前吃了一条巧克力，喝了一点酒，， 但真的无法把我的难过放开，放下。。后来和家人Msn, Video Call..见到宝贝Tiger的尸体。。 弟弟说医生告诉他宝贝病死的原因。。

起初，他们验Tiger的血后，它的血细胞里的某一种细胞的血，是黄色。。怀疑它的肝功能有问题。。 但是最后察到是肝的问题，而是肾。。是由病毒感染。。 最终，怀疑是那时，带Backie回来时，它把外面的细菌，病毒，传染给Tiger。。 因为Tiger从小，眼都还未看清时，就在我的家了。。 自从Backie来，Tiger的嘴巴，有点肿，因为它们打架。。 结果，Tiger那时也不吃不喝，当我Camp后，马上带它看医生，它发烧了。。。

是我害死我的宝贝Tiger的，如果当初我拒绝妹妹，不把Backie带回来养，Tiger就不会有这个病毒。。。

真的好伤心，好难过。。。

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Tiger，你为什么不要等姐姐回来。。 那时我飞之前，跟你讲过我会出国两年，但新年会回来，叫你等我不是吗。。你那天也很反常，不像正常的你，终于躺在我的胸前睡觉。。 你之前都不会这样的，你不喜欢被抱的感觉。。但你那天听完我讲的话，看着我那种眼神，然后还会Saiyang我。。 我知道你是听懂我的话的。。Tiger。。你是姐姐的生日礼物，因为你，我考Bike的那天，也是特意选那天的，17 March..

1 Years 10 Months，你带给我们家多少的欢乐。。 你带给我多少的开心，陪伴我难过的时候。。 还有毕业考，卫生部考试的时候，当我读到很显时，你都会跟我玩。。 我追你的时候，你会跑到二楼那里，但你见到我跑去客厅的时候，你会下来追我。。 Tiger。。。

50 Days 没见到你，我有多么的想你。。你知道吗？就差九天而已，你为何不等我回来。。。 我只能从VideoCall的Msn见到你。。 不能摸你，不能SaiYang你，我只能用手指动着电脑的视频。。见到你的尸体，我真的崩溃了。。 宝贝Tiger。。 Tiger。。 Tiger。。。

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我喝了3/4的酒。。 我醉了。。 昏昏迷迷的时候吐了。。 枕头，电热毯，床单，被单，都有我吐过的痕迹。。 四点多钟醒来，第一件事，就是吐。。吐在我的床旁边的地板。。 我知道我的室友们帮我清理当我是昏昏的时候。。谢谢你们。。 酒，好难喝。。这是我第一次喝那么浓度高的酒。。 好不喜欢。。不会有下一次了，真的好狼狈。。好难受。。。

我不知道我会伤心难过多久，不会很快吧。。 我真的。。不行了。。 我无法开心，我无法快乐，但我会好好考完试，因为不要更对不起妈妈，Ywlk(w), 和自己。。 加油恩。。

妈妈一整晚没睡，知道我喝了酒，对不起妈咪，让您担心了。。

心好痛.. 心好累..心好难过..心好伤..

突然之间的离开

没能见你抱抱你

非常伤心好难过

真的好想好想你

宝贝... Tiger...Tiger.. Tiger...

雪。。 我好想你。。 你知道吗。。

11.05am, 当我正要准备要去冲凉时，我的手机响了。。

“打开窗外看一看。。”他说。。

“不是下雨吗”（在我刚睡醒的时候，婷告诉我--我这么想的）

“看一看阿”他又在说。。

我打开看了我房间的窗口。。 我看到了。。。 又是小雪泡。。 再度见到雪。。

这几天一直下雨。。 但今天除了下雨，还下了小雪。。

9pm, 还在下下雨。。毛毛雨。。 但我还是坚持的去跑步。。 我在跑步的前十分钟， 我又见到小雪泡。。 这是我人生第一次在雨中，小小雪泡中慢跑。过后的二十分钟就没有见到小雪泡了。。 当寒冷的雨点，打在我脸上，感觉是冰冰的。。好凉爽。。 好喜欢这种感觉。。

朋友也许会担心我会感冒，但，我还是会坚持的去跑步的。。因为我知道，当我一停，我就没有动力去继续了。。 朋友，别担心。。 若下大雨的话，我不会去跑步的。。我会照顾自己的。。 谢谢关心。。

这三天，没读到书，下个星期三考试。。生物化学(BioChem)..之前有努力的在看书。。越读越显。。因为对我来说，是很难很难的。。 因为全部都是华文。。Process, reaction, oxidation, reduction, hydroxyl，carbonate..等等，是多么的熟悉。。 但是现在是羧基，羟基等的化学名词。。真的，看了，读了，好不顺眼。。有时读也读不懂。。 自己也太笨了。。Hai。。 我华文功底不是很好。。 所以怎样读，我其实不是很明白它在说什么。。 没办法，还是要死背。。明天又要开始努力了。。我会加油的。。 暂时不会上网，写blog了，直到考完试(14/01/09)后。。。

加油。。嗯！ 加油。。正在考试的朋友！


今天，见到了雪。。很开心。。 因为我又想起她了。。 她。。最近还好吗？过得怎么样。。真的好想好想她。。。她知道吗？？？

今天是谢恩日。。

今天我比以前还更早起身，自从课时结束后，我都是11am才起身。。 但今天，我8.30am起床，洗脸刷牙,整理好。。做准备。。因为今天是谢恩日。。 以往的这个时候，妈妈和我都会在早晨六点多起身，然后驾车载大姨和Nyssa一起到天国去谢恩。。到了天国，都会有很多很多的同修们一起拜拜。。 如果没记错的话，去年的谢恩拜了7000plus叩首。。接近8000叩首。。

但是今天，我却独自在我的床上拜拜。。 虽然一个人，但我知道我并不孤独。。因为在新加坡的天国佛堂的他们，也在拜拜。。 也在谢恩。。 我不知道要念什么，但我感谢LaoMu, 以及诸位仙佛们，让我们在这一年里(老鼠年)在新加坡过得平平安安，让我们的道务鸿长。。恳求明年，牛年, 道务更鸿长，国泰平安，世界和平。。 但也和新加坡那里一样，谢恩以及恳求。。

8.45am开始进行拜拜，当我拜到500-600叩首时，我的脚开始发抖。。 也许已经有两个多月没跪着拜拜了，又加上这几天跑步，腿好酸。结果大腿开始没有力，一直得抖。。 没办法，我最后只好把双肘关节靠在我的床上。。 双手不停的拜。。 9.35am, 我停了，拜了5000叩首，真的累了。。 但决定去吃我的早餐后在继续。。10.00am, 我又坚持在拜多3000叩首，直到10.33am.. 然后继续烧早/午香。。。

真的好就没有跪着，好久没有拜拜。。 真的受不了，尤其是腿。。 抖抖抖。。 但我很开心，我终于坚持拜完8000叩首了。。 也不懂为何我这次拜得很慢，感觉好久， 也许是一个人吧。。 没有同修们的互勉互利吧。。 但我始终完成了。。。 谢谢LaoMu慈悲。。

拜完后。。我又睡觉去了，睡到12.30pm。。如果我不是在中国，现在这个时候我是在听课。。是林前人的课。。我最崇拜的人，我的偶像。。 怀念前人的课。。。 hai.. 不知何时才会在见到林前人。。 不知何时再能听到他所讲的课呢。。

加油，恩。。

1/1/2009

今天1/1/2009，新的一年，新的一天，新的希望，新的开始。。 （Frm Ziwen)

又来了不速之客。。这次，它更厉害。。 来时让我不知不觉，真吓倒。。它又提早来，我真的不知所措。。 有点郁闷。。 但还好。。因为它没有让我觉得不安。。也没有带给我不方面。。 只不过。。有点累。。。

接近11am, 我起身了，和婷聊了一下。。然后12pm多才去冲凉，因为真不想起身啊。。 好显。。 冲好后，自己煮炒饭， 边吃边看电视。。 从1pm看到3.30pm.. 有累了，去躺着。。结果，睡到七点才起。。 原本5pm要开始读书的。。 但是，睡着有破坏了我的读书的计划 。。 因为考试的前一天，我一整夜都没法入睡。。。严重的失眠。。 真是的。。也因为那不速之客，也让我真的好累好累。。。

后来，Ziwen陪我去我家楼下的一间店吃晚餐。。 我想吃完后去走1hour..因为想要减肥。。想要回国时瘦下来。。 但走到wenjun家，等了她好久，我们又到了SHU GUO Supermarket 和蛋糕店，买了一些明天要吃的东西。。。 就这样，我知道我没有办法走走一小时了。。 所以我开始，慢跑。。 最后，我慢跑了30分钟，而她们就在我身旁走着。。 真的非常感激Ziwen和Wenjun 的陪伴。。 ["^U^"]

这种感觉，真不一样。。 在新加坡时，我会穿着短裤，T-shirt就去我家的公园跑步。。 但现在。。 是在冬天，那么寒冷的天气，穿着一件长袖衣，一件Jacket，还有我妹妹的那件粉红色的类似羽绒服， 穿着卫生裤，和Jean,就这样在路旁。。慢跑。。那时大约9pm了。。 好久没跑步了。。 这种感觉真好。。好舒服。。

希望待会儿能睡好。。。

也许我的朋友都觉得我有毛病啊。。干吗在冬天跑步。。 嗯。。 因为我的动力来自于他。。。去年的今天，也是一月份会见到他，所以我早在十月份就积极的减肥。。 但这次，我是在一月一号才开始。。。。以前。。因为他，我开始游泳，和跑步。。 因为他，我有动力的去运动。。 如果不是因为他。。 我才懒得运动啊。。不知道这次会减多少。。但我觉得慢慢来吧。。 因为冬天， 很容易饿，就会更想吃多，这样就容易胖。。 我会照常吃我的早，午，晚餐， 就只能靠运动来瘦下来吧。。 不能吃巧克力，不能喝跑泡茶。。绝对不能。。 恩。。要加油。。 ["^U^"] 这来临的一月尾，还是在二月份，会再次见到他。。真的好期待啊。。。["^U^"]

1.07am了。。晚安。。明天要努力读书了喔。。 加油。。恩。。