Hate Cockroach!!!!!!!!!!

On sunday night, there was a grasshopper at my room. I was very scare of it, so decided to go to my mum room to sleep. When I was nearly falling asleep, I feel that there was something crawling at my face, near my mouth, so I use my sis's dog (not real one, I usually carry it when I sleep) and Shao Tiao it, then I sit up and open my eyes, I saw a black black thing at my left hand, again, i use the dog to Shao Tian it away. I knew is a cockroach.. ArgZ... then I dare not to lie down, I sat on the bed and look around. I also dare not open the light, but from the dark, I was a moving thing on the floor.. That is cockroach.. That is the 5 fifth times cockroach touch me.. First time is on my body when I was bathing (Many years ago), then 2nd to 4th times is on my leg, then now at my face... Argz, stupid, I scare until I cry.. then call my mum to wake up to catch it, but she didn't.. As a result I cry non stop... i told my mum that I have been very kind to them, whenever I seen them, I didnt kill them, and let them go... If coming one again, any cockroach touch me again, no matter where, this time round I will ANTI cockroach and kill every of them if i see them again... So COCKROACH, DONT EVER TOUCH ME AGAIN!!!!! Argz, now HAI WO SUI JIAO SHI YOU YING YIN... ARGZZ....

Yesterday came back from malaysia, a two hours trip or less... My faster speed is 150km/h, hEhe, very fun... But that is not my Aim... But again, really enjoyed....

(Z) Thanks for your everything, but...

Just came back from jogging... 15 min before going to jog, I was chatting with him.. He knew that I am going to jog later... Then when I going down to the park, I was Him from far.. He was sitting... I was surprise why he was here.. I asked him why you are here, but he didnt answer my question, he just smile and asked me to carry on with my jogging thing. After I jog for 25 min, I went to look for him, He give me a bottle of mineral, he say for me.. At first I don't accept, but then he say he himself also have... In the end, I take the bottle from him, and he send me to my lift there and he went off.. He tml still got working, I know that he is tired, somemore, he also take taxi back home, then will spend money.. I know that he has spent quite a lot of Bu Bi Yao the money on me, and even sleep less, Hai~
(Z), Ni You He Bi Ne? If you really like me, I really don't need you to do so much thing for me, I only want you to be truthful to me, do you know....

ArgZ!!!

Only work at my mum stall for less than a month, then weight increase by 2kg... So sian half, cos everynite, mum will cook the dinner at about 9pm plus, then have late dinner, causing me to increase weight.. somemore, everytime need to test those food whether can or not, still need to eat eat and eat... Hai~.. Sob sob, change my lifestyle again liao...

So sad, my car key lost on friday, really cant remember where I put.. somemore got remote control one, cost about $50 plus, then now lost, find here and there, hopefully morning can find it.. Going bath le, just came back from jogging, very tired!!!

He come and look for me..

Today went jogging liao.. So long time didnt start, last week got start jog for 3days in the afternoon, find that i prefer at night, cos I have more energy to jog and more stamina... Today just start jogging, again, see the pervert.. Somemore he say Hi to me.. but I turn my head away and ignored him...

When i was jogging for about 20 mins, He come to look for me... Before go jogging, I told him I am going to Jog liao, then he say he will be comming.. Yap, indeed he come here.. then after my jogging, we went to 7 evelen, he brought for me a coke.. then he send me home.. He come here by taxi, go home also by taxi... he ar.. told him dont take taxi home, but he din listen... But.. (Q), i really hope you tell me the truth...

He come back le..

Yesterday when I am still working at my mum stall, I recieve His msg.. He went back to his hometown for 3 days... Below shows are conversation through sms...

Him: 老太婆还在工作吗？我好想你喔。
That time I was busy with my work, didnt reply him immediately, so come the 2nd msg..
Him: 是否你已生气我。
Me: Ya, 我还在店里，没有啦，我又不是小气人。
Him: 因为我在家乡没Call U, 我怕你老人家生气我。

Him: 我想问你一句不该问的话， 你是否知道我在追你。
Me: 我不知道，不觉得。
Him: 那请问我可否追求你呢？
Me: ...
Him: 三点，因该是不可以，对吗？
Me: 我不是这个意思，只不过我没想过这个问题。
Him: 在此我先对你说声对不起。
Me: Why say sorry, no need say...
Him: Y?
Me: Cos no need say sorry as not your fault..
Him: 不是我的F, 也不是我的T, 对吗？
Me: What you mean? 我不明白。
Him: 请问我可否？
Me: You haven answer my question...
Him: 什么是haven
Me: 还没回答我的问题，什么是F and T..
Him: F是错 T是对
Him: 如我真的要追你，你是否会接受我。
At that time, I was busy with my work, thus haven got time to reply him..
Him: 也许是我多心，这么容易相爱。
Me: Sorry that now then reply, but before I answer your question, I would like to know why you like me, and how come you like me, and also I want to know the answer that time when you say I will know later..
Him: 太婆，你讲那么多，我不明白你讲什么。
Me: Next time then talk to you, me count money.. （still at the stall)
Him: Sorry ok.

Hm.. To me, thing happen still too fast, didnt expect too much.. Even though I find myself got abit like him, but don't intend to go further in, just only wanna a friend friend relationship, cos friend relationship and BGR is different, feeling might change when times goes.. Still prefer the present Gan Jue.. But again, hope that he will tell me the truth... Just wanna to know whether they say is truth or false.. See See ba...

One day off...

On Sunday, we (Jue De) had a activity at Pasi Ris.. Last time don't really like to join any of our Fo Tang activites, but for this time round, I did enjoy the games and had learnt a lot of thing... During the lucky draw, when they announce number 47, I was suprised, and I think my number is 47.. Then I search for the paper in my left pocket.. The gift was a Mi Le Zhu Shi... Wow, in my whole life, first time get a prize in the lucky draw.. I am quite happy, feeling so lucky..

Then after the activity end at around 3pm plus, my cousin, niece, sis and I went to escape to play.. Initially quite happy, and first time play the racing car.. and I quite like it.. My sis took the super fast car, which is number 27, and mine is 28, behind my sis car.. When it start, I was behind my sis... Couldnt overtake her, as her car is more faster than me, and I have push full acceralation, only at the down slope step on the brake for only twice.. I was only behind her by a few cm, but so lucky that she bang onto the side of the road in the last round and I overtake her and got first... So happy to win her.. But then when we the 2nd round, my car is super slow, number 14, full accerelation and yet still very slow... Next time if go escape again, I will only want to play the racing car.. is much more fun...

I did enjoy, but my mood change during the night.. I was damm moodless, feeling very siansation... First thing is .........., which really makes me feel disappointed and sad.. Then later come another thing which make me feel more ...., that is my cousin keep on vomiting, not feeling well. perhaps she had play many times the spinning one..quite dizzy.. That time really feel sian liao, quite worry for her, but dont know how to help her, somemore, I am the older among them, I really feel helpless.. Then we take cab back home, she vomit again... asking her wanna go see doctor, she say no need.. Then call her to go bath and sleep immediately.. Yap, today she feeling better, and we go work together...

Yesterday I and "Him" had a tel chat.. he know that I was not feeling well, then ask me what happen that make my mood so sian, but I din tell him, somemore he keeping saying that am I crying or wat, but I din, just that I feel very ..., I then said tml then tell "Him" (that time is 10plus pm), so he say he will msg and ask me again during the midnight cos is already tml... Then I said ok.. But I was too tired liao, so I have ZZZzz before 12am. Then when I woke up, I saw 9 msg from "Him".. asking me how am I feeling liao and one of the msg saying that "To be truth, are you angry with me, if yes, I would like just wanna tell you, I like you, ok" and alot alot, when I see this, I was Diao, no link lor, but I know that he wanna make me feel better of wat ba... Then I only reply him saying that sorry that I have ZZz le... Then just now at abt 7 plus or 8plus, he and his friends came to my mother stall, I was shocked, and say, You come again ar.. Then again, he ordered the Fried Rice.. First time when he eat my Fried Rice, he say that the rice I cooked is still not uniform throughout, some salty, some tastless.. Then today, he say the rice is quite nice, but abit more salty, then he say izzit today my mood still not gd, thus accidentally add more salt ar.. Then I replied, yaya..

When he is paying the bill, he asked me if my mood ok liao ma... and asked me what exactly happen, but then I still din answer him.. I know that he is really concern and care for me, and also feel that because he knows that I am not feeling that good, then he come to see me.. Thanks ar (Z.. Q...) I really do appreciate him... Is like when u need someone to be around with you when u r not in gd mood, there he appeared infront of you, the feeling ar, is like very sweet, and I know that my heart start to move, cos of "Him", really thanks alot.. But I still can control my feeling, cos I still know what I wants..
Xie Xie Ni...

Today my godmother call me, asking me wanna go Australia with her, and her family in stepember.. At first I was quite happy and of course I hope to go, but then reject her, cos I dont really know her well, will feel wierd wierd one, and I will have alot activities, which I dont wanna to miss it.. As for the money, I know that she will pay for me evertyhing, but as I mention before, I dont wanna her to spent lot of money on me... Maybe next time when we get more close and when I have save a lot of money, then we go together.. Really sorry, my god mother...

Thanks to my Godmother..

Today my godmother, her brother (so call Jiu Jiu) and her son (god brother) came to my house to pray... then when the moment I go downstair, she say long time no see, and a small gift for you... We didnt contact for don't know how many years.. more than 10 years le ba.. now see her again, still remember she brought me alot of toys when I was small, somemore, she give me some Japan money last time, but my mother kept for me... Now then I opened gift, is from Rroyal dragon Jewellery, which is a necklace.. my mother say is real Bai Jing.. Wow, my first initial thought, should be expensive ba.. Really thanks.. but has msg her next time no need buy expensive thing for me.. then she also told me that she her family will be going to korean, or other country this Nov, asking me wanna go.. Cos she wanna bring me along too.. I was so happy, cos the further country I went before is only Taiwan, but I dont wish to spent her money.. Hm.. then my mother just now also told me that if she pass away, she left for me all her real white sliver jewellery, and give her son real gold jewellery... In my heart, I appreacite it.. For me, I feel me and her is still stranger.. Hope to know her more, and more close oneday.. She now is in medical, her leg got problem, Guan Jie problem... Hope she will get well soon.. My little god brother is so cute, only K2... Hehe.. Thanks GanMa...

Strange Dream...

Yesterday dream is so funny and strange.. Wondering how come I will dream of that.. In the dream, I attended a gathering.. J girl friend hug me and put her hand around my waist from my back when I was chatting with other ppl.. I just stunned but I din Fan Kan at all.. She say she like me, and she even hold my hand and I also dont feel anything wrong.. Then later come A girl friend, and she saw us.. She was trying to separate us, cos she think that this kind of relation is adnormal, in her mind, only BGR is a correct relation.. Haha, wanna continue the dream, but my cousin sleep beside me have waken me up, cos she put her hand on my face, as a result, Xia Dao Wo, then after I wake up, I sleep beside my mother, wanna continue the dream, but then Hai.. din dream of anything liao, and I sleep until 2pm then wake up... First time dream of her.. Haha... ["^U^"]