why love?

Today so surprise to hear from my father side cousin, telling me that he like me... He said tat he know tat time I have with someone, so he dare not ask me... This was about 2 years plus ago... Haha.. Wondering wat happen to me this year.. Y need to face all those love thing... To me for all this, i am not excited, i am not tat happy or sad.. to me i just feel normal...

this cousin say:
lastly to say is i'lll sincerely do my part to be with you and will not hurt or do things that you don't like ... jus hope that time can let me chase up with you (although i have work) but i believe that if i work hard and pay attention to you i surely can win your heart de.)and i'll be true to you as i always being true to each and everyone when i was with them.

hm... I dont know why he like me, just bec of the feeling... but to be true, we are not close, seldom met.. only c each other either CNY, relative wedding, funeral.. I cant understand how this can grow feeling... hm.. I dont know.. I dont wanna think of stead thing for the time being... I do like my single life.. REally... Freedom, and dont need to think too much.. Do watever i like...

I dont know who will be my Bai Ma Wang Zi... Still thinking of about my agreement with my best friend.. Cos to be true, I do hope to have that kind of happiness life.. as say before, everything is hard to say.. still again Sun Qi Zhi Ran... I am tired... also tired of studying, still again so lazy to study... still left 1 week to go....JIayou ba....

2 weeks and 4 days before Exam!! Argz...

At last finish my report liao, but from tml onwards need to study for exams liao.. This semster need to memorise alot alot alot, and is much harder.. Anyway, I will still try my best even though sometimes still lazy.. Hehe... Recently damed tired, almost everyday sleep at 3am plus or 4pm cos of report and study.... Really hope to quickly end this, really really wanna play play play after exam...

Recently chat with him, knowing that I still like him... Maybe at first is still uncertain whether got like him or now, by when times goes, I know that I do have feeling of him.. Really very happy to hear his voice even though we long long time then chat... Somtimes our conversation is quite short, but I do treasure it.. I like the feeling now, I dont intend to tell him about my feeling.. Cos I scare everything change after he knows.. :) Really dont know will my feeling toward him still continue, will know the ans as times goes by.. I do hope this kind of friendship will last forever... :)

Sometimes I am wondering how shd I do to let my friends believe me.. Agr... Truth will be out oneday, but I still hope tat day come early.. Jiayou...