A wonderful day...

Yesterday night was a great and fun day... It is our dinner and dance for 3rd year poly students... I did enjoy watching you guys dancing even though I din dance. Sorry guys who keep inviting me to the dance, but I really dont know how to. I appreaciate it. I realise like Ren really Bu Ke Mao Xiang, espescially Fuwen, khenghow, Irene, and Yanhao... Thinking that you all are those Kuai Kuai type, and only know study study, but now really feel that you all are totally different. Good Dance king and queen ar.. Irene, Apple and Meiyee, Chio Bu ar... feel that time fly so fast, going to end our poly soon, feel really Se Bu De... Hm.. never regret going for the dinner and dance, even though initially dont want to come. At least know you guys even more better.. Haha, all the best in future, guys.... take care..["^U^"]

To my Daddy!

Daddy,
You are very brave and strong. Because of you, I also learnt to become a stronger person too. So, please dont give up!! You haven see me step into working life and I haven earn alot of money to support you. I really dont want you to die. In future, I want to bring you to other countries for holiday. I have not been very good to you last time, so I need to treat you better. Please give me a chance to do that. Daddy... Since you say that we start all over and forget the past, then please dont think of ending your life... Daddy!!!

I need to be strong..

Tml will be the last day for us to decide whether want to cut away my father leg. Doctor say that his leg got cancer (E Liu), and the best solution is to cut his whole leg. Worst still, his lung also got the infection too, due to his leg infection.. And now, the cancer is at the 4th stage. Too sudden...

I really just can't believe it. He is a healthy person, and he went for jogging every day. Just because of wearing a shoe, led to all this... Hai...

Doctor say that if he didnt do anything, he will have only half year life. If he cut his leg, he still can live for 1 year. And if he cut his leg, and also go for theraphy, he will have 1 to 2 year life. But do you know that after theraphy, he will drop his hair, vomiting, and very Xin Ku... The time for theraphy is 2 times a week, and is quite costly (about $1000 plus over each time). Now mother is the only one working, and I know it will be very tough for her in this period. Wanted to faster finish up my poly sch...

My father seem to be very strong, he said only Qie Diao one leg ma... And he also seem like kidding with me that if he going to cut his one leg, when we go out Kai Kai, I have to push the wheel chair for him... Then he also say that hm.. there is a auto wheel chair that can be control, about $1000 plus plus one.. really thought that he is very strong, but after telling my sis, and aunt, they say me so stupid. They say he just want to be strong in outer suface, and actually he is very sad in his inner heart. My sis then told me that when he know his situation, he can't believe it, and very Ji Dong... Keep shaking his head... No matter what, Daddy Jia You, and must be strong too....

Sorry to let some of my friends to worry for me.. And thanks guys, for giving me support... ["^U^"]

Sianz....

Today at the Mrt, recieve call from my mother. She say that my father after the operation, his condition is unstable, and his both hands Fa Dou, can't speak and tear keep rolling down his cheek. I won't really worry about him or very sad for him cos I always feel that is his Ying Guo Xun Huan. But after hearing those from my mother, I got a feeling of worrying and a very sad. Tear nearly coming out, but I still try to control it. Thanks to Jeehoe and Fuwen, they accompany me to see my dad till very late. Really really Gan Ji them. After seeing my dad, just feel some relief... Now then I know no matter how I show coldness to him, but deep in my heart I still care for him... Daddy, I love you... You must Kuai Kuai Hao Qi Lai... ["^U^"]