Very surprise!!

Today after sch end, Weichen asked me if I free not, and will be having lunch with other friends.. Then me ok with it... Then we went to HDB food center there.. Later, I saw there got a cake.. I sense that they are celebrating for my bday in advance, but I din ask.. Then when eating, someone asked who the cake for, then wenjun accidentally said that is for me.. I was very touched.. Then they really celebrate for me, and brought a swendsen cake.. I really din expect to celebrate with my tcm friends.. I really very grateful to them for giving me this memorable day.. Thanks to Weichen, Wenjun, Pu Jue, Huan Ying, Hui Jun, WeiLi, Xiao Zhi, Xi Biao, and 2 more guys (So paiseh dont know wats their name [I will edit the name on sun).. Thanks again.. ["^U^"]

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On Thur, I din go to sch, cos feel headache.. But I have practical in afternoon, so no choice, I have to go sch.. I am quite paiseh and sorry to Jinwen as she wait for me for the lunch.. Later, when we start practical, I feel quite giddy, and hard to breathe, maybe there are quite alot ppl standing beside me.. It seems like no fresh air, and this make me feel unwell.. I was like going to faint and vomit if I still continue standing there, then when I know I cannot Tanhan liao, I walked away and squat down.. Hai~ So disliking the feeling.. Then Jinwen saw it, asked me to sit on chair, and she also go and buy barley water for me to drink, she said I will feel better.. I was touched by her care and concern of me.. I really really very appeciate her alot.. After then, I feel much better.. :) But then ar, I feel so weird when she say that I seems like a Bear, cos the way I breathe make me Fa Dou, is like when the bear feel cold, they will shiver.. Haha... But i think she is funny.. Jinwen, Thanks Thanks Thanks..

Today during lesson time, I sudden thought of something that troubled me alot.. I feel that I am so helpess to those I cant help.. Whenever there are 2 close friend around me, I can only help one.. Hai~ How can I do to let them believe me!!! ArGZ... I really really dont wanna them regret oneday.. I dont wanna them to suffer!!! Hai~ Hope one day they c my sincere and believe in me... jiayou!

Me back...

Long time din post liao, cos a bit lazy, then near my exam, and also comp spoil.. hm.. this year is damed busy.. almost everyday study till 4/5 plus pm..Really tired sia.. Today my friend help me Suan Ming, using Zi Wei Dou Shu.. really ZHUN! watever he say my teacher got tell me b4 le.. i ask him if now other than studying tcm, can I pursuit my music one, will I be success or not, he say my Life is success.. I can do 2 thing in a time.. I really hope that i can mange well.. Tcm is really hard, alot of the chinese words i really dont know, and always need to refer to my friends.. Sometimes feel tat i realy useless.. Hai~ In my heart I really afraid I will give up.. I hope not, for the stake of my mum, fav miss wong and my friends.. Argz.. sometimes feel that working better, got money leh... Today my friend said that my Ren Yuan quite gd, alot of my surrounding ppl quite Teng Wo, care for me.. I know I have a lot gd friends, gd teacher.. really really thanks..

argz tired sia... sometimes really hope to skip lesson, but now they check everytime.. really hope to sleep for very long hours.. but this year event also quite many thing to do.. I really hope my dream fulfill... Living in this world is so tired, sometimes really still dislike it.. really hope the day of ending come faster... Hope not to have Fun Nao... Freely, happily always... haha.. Jiayou jiayou!! And also to all my friends whether still studying or working, all the best.. Dont give up too..