Sick le!!
Yesterday 5.30am I woke up by my mother, bec we are going to prepare to go to Malacca.. August 9 is National Day, but is also my mother 母堂周年，every year my mother and other Tz will go there to 庆祝周年，who is Huang Tai Shan DCS's temple.. and also is Huang Tai Shan DCS 1 year passed away 纪念日。This is my first time i agree to accompany mum to go malacca to 庆祝周年... So early in the morning Bro drive us to the gathering place at bubit batok as those Tz and Qian Xian Men already wait for us in the bus.. I thought the bus is 6.30am leave, but mum said is 6.15.. So we late for 7 min..
Btw, it was raining, and when we reach there, we get out of the car and then board the bus, in the mean time, I 淋到雨了.. The bus air con is quite cold.. and so I 感冒了。。 Since 6pm in the evening, I start to cough and always 打喷嚏。。 During dinner time, I can feel that my whole body start to 酸痛了..
By the time I reached home is ten plus at night, I start to having fever.. All those 症状 worsen, and head start to pain and feel 重重.. So mum give me drink something, i think is vit C before I sleep.. I slept at 11pm, which is my only earlier sleeping time, but then I woke up at 2plus.. Bec other than going to toilet, but i feel very uncomfortable.. Just feel very 热 and pain.. quite weak.. but then went to sleep again.. but then I keep waking up at every 2 hours, or 1 hours, till i work up at 8plus, I still feel uncomfortable, then mum use her hand to touch my forehead, she also feel that I 发烧了。。 so I decided not to go for sch today.. and also i got Practical in the afternoon, i know that i cant be able to go for the prac bec is either I will transfer my evil qi to the 病人，or they will transfer the 邪气 to me, which will worsen my 病情.. So I sleep till nearlly 1pm then wake up..
Now still feeling quite uncomfortable, still got those 症状，except that the 热退了.. Here pain there pain.. now feel 无气 and 无力... sign.. hopefully tml will feel better..
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9 of Aug, 2am plus, finally Miss wong has replied me.. On monday, after I get to know my exam result, I sms to her.. Every year when i got back my results, i will let her know.. Bec she is one of the reason for me to study TCM.. I am very happy to saw her replied, eventhough is a bit late.. but is ok.. Initially I thought she is away at other country, or she has lost her hp, that why din reply me back initially.. only when receieve the sms then i know why..
She sms saying that.. "Hi. Cudnt reply earlier. Been sick, n busy. :) v happy for u. U have improved! I believe u will continue to do well!Take care of urself, ok? When u graduate, i can happily say i know a doctor! Heh heh :>"
Btw I replied her saying that not doctor, is sinseh.. Hehe.. Anyway hope she has recover from her sick.. and also I told her that for her sake, i will work even more harder, and also for the graduate exam next year.. She asked me before why i want to study tcm.. At first i dont dare to tell her, bec I scare that i will half way drop off, bec that time during first year, really damned hard for me.. Then she insisted to know, so I said ok la.. is.. is bec... bec of.. other than my mother, the other reason is bec of u la.. I know at that time she was very touched, and surprised.. How come? She did share with me some of her thing, especially her leg pain thing, that is why i told myself once i become a sinseh, i will wanna to help her, or lesser the pain.. this thinking is when i am in the age 17, but only in age 21 i finally tell her this.. To be true, studying this tcm is really quite difficult, and very hard for me.. Even though i can do well for some of the tcm subject, i still really dont know alot of thing.. bec memorising and knowing is two different thing..
But will try my very best for this sem, and next year exams.. Jiayou..
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Specially for BH,
Sorry that in the past I have been harsh to u.. That is bec i dont wanna let you feel that we got a chance.. and sorry for wasting ur past 6 years waiting for me.. Pls go find other gal who is more pretty, and better than me.. I dont believe in 培养感情.. If i got abit admire you, or crush on you, i will have already accept you in the past few year, and no need wait till now.. You understand.. Actually u r a very gd 条件to choose u, bec u got a stable life, you got a car, and if really be with u, we wont have financial problem.. But u know that I am not this kind of person who look for money, right.. Sorry if i have type here and make you feel quite uncomfortable, but I really want to let u know that 我们是不可能的。。 Sorry again.. and also for not giving u any chance.. but really really pls pls.. there are always gd gals outside waiting for u.. ok... we can be gd friends right.. Sorry BH...
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Stop here, going to sleep and rest le..
posted by Jiaen at
4:07 PM
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