The story of the Gal n the Boi

Recently, the Gal find hard to communicate with the Boi.. Because of different background, whenever the Gal wanna translate the sentences so that the Boi can understand, but the Gal find it so difficult, and always need to ask her friend for help.. the gal actually feel that she is quite useless..and in the end results in misunderstanding or is not what she really mean.. Just a simple wishes, and yet the boi dont understand what the gal feeling.. The Gal din look down on the Boi, just that the Gal feel very tired of this translation, expressing her feeling to him, and because the Gal also not good in the language,thus unhappy thing happen..But what makes her so sad, and tears flowing out from her both eyes is when the Boi said that since he dont understand what she meant, then asking the Gal to find another Guy who can understand her more.. The Gal then replied if this is really what he meant, she has nothing to say... bye, and she hang up the phone...

Riding... Scare scare sia...

Today I passed my RTT.. Tml going to book my Riding Practical Test.. Most probably on march.. Hai.. no confident.. A few days ago when i was taking my revision circuit (RC), I fall from the bike when i was doing the Slalom Course.. Just at the last turn of the slalom, i hit the small pipe beside the kerb, thus, i lost control, and fall over the kerb to the other side of the road.. My right knee and right arm hit on the ground, and then my whole body slide in a few distance, and the bike hit my left leg.. Arg.. too sudden.. so shocked.. and the first feeling was so pain.. luckily i wear jean, if not my knee injured will be more worst.. however, other then my right knee, right arm, left leg, and also my whole body was in great pain, maybe due to the impact when falling down.. now start to have phobia in riding, especially in this slalom, s-shape, and crank course.. By right i shd have confident in doing those courses, but this time round, really abit afraid.. this feeling is totally different compared to the first lesson i learn in each course..

Maybe bec i got a bit affected by a friend.. Cos during C camp, I saw him with his injured hands.. I was so surprised.. Then later i asked him wat happen to him.. He said that he got a accident.. his bike bang onto the lorry.. he was driving back home after his night shift, he was very tired and he fall asleep, thus result in this accident.. He is a cautious biker but still thing happened.. His left hand, 尺骨broken, and now he need a metal plate to support, and his right palm, first, sec, third finger ligament were broken.. I was so stunned when i heard that.. Anyway really hope that he will recover soon..

Yesterday when i was taking bus to sch, I am thinking of quit the bike lesson.. but then i have spent almost half the courses le, if stop now, really abit wasted.. so i will continue.. whether in future i will ride or not, see how first... I told one of my biker friend, the only tcm gal friend who ride bike, then she advised me to stop for a while, after gaining back my confident then learn again.. Hm.. yea, is true.. i think i will learn one lesson per week only.. hai...

Tml got bike lesson, 5.01, is riding with pillion.. this shd be ok ba.. brother say is easy, shd be able to pass.. but still abit no confident.. Tml need to pray to god, and also need to pray to my dad, hoping him to give me protection.. Actually everytime when i go learn bike lesson, i will pray to god and my dad, but that time RC lesson, i din, thus result in this incident..

Argz... sobsob...

Busy.. Tired..

Recently din blog bec too busy in Dec.. busy with exams, camps n meetings, and also my bike lessons... Today just finish 4.01 and 4.02 lessons.. Wanna book the practical exam date, but i haven take the RTT.. RTT is on next thurs.. THen now the practical date is during march period le.. Actually plan to take the exam in feb, but now bo bian.. see how ba..

Tml and Sun is C camp, but tml i will go to my poly event first... very happy cos can meet up with those poly friends, we din see each other for long time le.. Frm next week onwards, i need to study hard le.. really no time le.. Really very scare for this coming graduate exam... really too tired.. tired till black eyes so obvious.. sob sob..

hai.. sadded...