A tired Day!!!

Today so early wake up, cos is my grandma one year death, and we need to go pray pray at the Chen Huang Miao.. The night before I only slept at 4am as I got ShI MiaN again, maybe think too much liao.. Actually wanna go to Tian Hui for Du Jing, but if I go there, they already end their lesson liao.. Then we went to 2nd Aunt stall there to eat our breadfast.. After that we send our grandpa back home at HouGang, then we went to Airport to welcome our First Uncle back to Singapore from Taiwan.. Then cousin Peilin, sis and me went to bugis to walk walk, cos sis is waiting for her poly friend to come.. In the mean time, sis brought pant and shirts, also give one shirt for my cousin, total spent of $100 plus plus.. Then they wanna go take neoprint (Dont know is it the correct spelling), but initially I reject.. Then they keep asking, and finally I say ok la... This is my first time taking.. Really abit lost, especially there are 2 camera, then dont know which direction to look, and I also took off my spec, so dont know where to look, so some of the pic shows that I am looking downward.. Haha.. Sis total spent about $20 plus plus on this.. Actually last time I promise a friend to take this neoprint with that person, but till now haven yet.. Really sorry to that person ar.. I promise promise... ["^U^"] Then sis friend arrived, wanna watch movie.. In the end nope.. so we went to suntec city to walk walk.. We played arcarde, went to toy stall (Dont know how to spell the name) to see those toys.. Cos I really like toys even though my age is already 2++ .. hehe.. Maybe since young, no chance to play alot of toys, thus till now really like to see toys.. We ate our dinner at suntec too, then went to carrefour (???) to see toys again.. I saw bikes, and I really wanna to buy, but now no money and mum sure dont allow one.. Then later saw the digital keyboard, which cost $1100 plus plus, and I really enjoyed playing (I will buy this one day, but only when I own my house..) Later, me and sis accompany cousin back home at Hougang.. By then I already exhausted.. This is my first time really walk for so long, and shop for so long.. Still dislike shopping, extremely tiring.. Argz... But from tml onward, cannot go play play or enjoy liao, need to study liao.. Wan Ye Wan Gou Le, Yao Nu Li Liao..
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Below shows our Neoprint Photo...

Story of a Prediction g@l...

There is a g@l who predicts very accurate. One day, the g@l got a feeling that one of her FrIeNd might encounter a car accident. So she advise the FrIeNd to stay at home if possible, and try not to go out.. Initially the FrIeNd agree. But a few days later, some other thing happen, the FrIeNd choose to left the house.. Then, the g@l predict really come true, and the FrIeNd really severe injured and sent to hospital. The g@l is very disappointed and sad is not due to the FrIeNd din listen to her, and is disappoint of herself and blaming herself for not able to save the FrIeNd. Everyone seems din really believe in the g@l, but the g@l din blame on them, cos the g@l strongly believe that one day they will know the truth. But to the g@l, she really dont hope that day arrive, cos sometimes there might not have any other chance to repeat again.. The g@l feel that whatever she predicts and told her FrIeNds, those FrIeNds might dislike to hear that, but if the g@l din say out, it seems like dont care for them and let them Zhi Sheng Zhi Mei.. Sometimes, the g@l really feel tat all she did, is wrong.. Due to some infuence by others, she has slowly become not too sure of what the real meaning of TRUE FrIeNd liao.. If a person really show his/her care, trust, concern and also very sincere in helping the FrIeNd, but end up the FrIeNd dont listen and believe in that person, should that person give up on the FrIeNd? The g@l really very confuse.. A few days later, the g@l is fine and back to usual, will still Quan Xin Quan Yi De Fu Chu, without any Hui Bao.. The g@l will try her best to save her FrIeNds using her prediction, regardless of her FrIeNds believe or not...

A peom that will always remind the g@l:
不企求被人关怀，只求能关怀他人！
不企求被人谅解，只求能谅解他人！
不企求被人慈悲，只求能慈悲他人！
不企求被人安慰，只求能安慰他人！

Lazy liao~

This 2 weeks didnt start revising my study, lazy liao.. Maybe tml then start ba.. But exam is coming soon, and each day past very fast.. Hai~ Recently quite happy, cos 2 days ago, first time saw mum so happy, even jump with joy.. Everytime think of this, I will just smile..

Recently, I think that my life is good.. Still live very freely, haven really worry for the exam.. But when the exam period is near, I will of cos try my best to study.. Hehe..

Sometimes I really feel that since young till now, I am quite fortunate to know alot of my gd friends.. There is a classmate of mine told me that we should balance ourself (Our teacher also say that) then as for I am vegetrian, he think that I shouldnt.. I agreed that I will trouble my friends alot, but I know that most of my friends can understand me and even accompany me to find vegetrian stall and eat with me. I really very glad and appreciate my friends alot alot, and especially for those who dont like to eat vegetrian one still will accompany me.. In my tcm, my close friend "Ting" also dont mind me as vegetrian. Last Fri, actually she can go to YangCha with my other classmate, but in the end she accompany me to a coffee shop.. I really very grateful to her.. So to me I really really very fortunate to know those friends.. ["^U^"]

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I have been waiting for the truth, and finally he told me liao.. I am very happy.. Even though I already know that he is a married person, I still hope to hear this truth from him. When I got to know him last year, he is single. He really like me from his heart. After Taiwan trip, his mother called him from Penang, and he has no choice but has to marry... He dont know how to tell me, cos all this is too sudden and he didnt expect it.. Besides he also afraid that if he really tell me the truth, we wont be friend anymore. And now, at least I know that our relationship start at that time before the day he got married... At that time, I will be sad to know this, but now I am glad and happy.. He also said that he really really love me, and if can Chong Xing kai Shi De Hua, he wont make the mistake liao.. I heard liao, I just smile.. Anyway, I really thanks him for the past few months the care and concern he give me, and we will still be good friends..

To me, if I was in his shoes, I will also choose to get marry...

My life..

I am very tired, tired of everything.. Already plan to do what I suppose to do for today, but was very lazy.. Just receive 'His' msg.. I thought everything is over since the day I tell him my thought..

He said: I really dont know how to start off (telling me the truth), and know that I am wrong, pls forgive, but got one thing I didnt lie to you, and that is... Tai Po (where he always call me), I will like you forever...

Hm.. after reading this, I dont know what to reply him, and I don't think I will sms back.. Hm.. I realise that I dont have any feeling le when seeing this.. I wont be touch, my heart rate is still normal.. In my thought, appear only Oh, ok.. Doesnt have any special kind of feeling.. Hm.. Maybe I have already lose faith in BGR.. If knowing someone care, love for you, of course is a gd thing, but this wont be last.. I prefer eternal happiness compared to present happiness.. Besides, I won't believe in guys saying I like/love you forever liao..

Less than 2 months going to have my Exam liao, don't know how to study, too many to memorise.. Today will rest, tml onward then start studying ba..

Today heard from a friend that one of my classmate father pass away.. At that moment, I think of my Dad again.. Really miss his voice.. hai~ How good if he still alive, he will sure sayang me, give me a kiss.. I miss all this, I can only find this in my memory..

Till now, although I have learnt alot, read alot of books, but I still find that I really dislike of myself in this world.. Some of my friends feel that I have change to become more positive person and I also think too, but deep in my heart, I am still negative with it. I will still move on with my life, the only motivation is to complete my mission coming to this world.. I am fine, nothing happen recently, is just my real feeling.. ["^U^"]

Stress again...

Test is coming soon again, alot to study sia... I doubt i can finish my studying for the end year exam.. Totally different from the past.. Hai~

Hm.. Eversince I have express my feeling to (Z), and told him that I wont be involve in 3rd party, today I recieve his sms. He say sorry and hope that we can be friends forever.. I am glad and happy... Maybe all this happening is just to let me grow to become a better person, more mature thinking, knowing what is right to do.. But I still need to thanks 'Him' for the past that he used to care and concern me alot.. :)

This coming 2 months will be busy studying, will online seldom liao, see how ba... I will work hard for the sake of my mother and Miss Wong.. My 2 motivations.. ["^U^"]