A Year Ending... A New Year Coming...

First of all, wanna wish all my friends, and my loved ones Happy New Year...


My Rat Year is coming to the end in less than a month...Times fly fast.. very very fast.. What had I done during year 2008? I seemed like riding a roller coaster... ups and downs... I had experienced the worst part of my whole life, especially my graduation exam, and friendship... forget about the friendship thing, as for my graduation exam, that is also my first time that i experienced it..

I was not prepared for the outcome, in my whole life, my exams were like quite easy to get through, cos whatever I studied, it will be tested.. and I always believed my god always will help me with that since sec till now... but this time round, it was different... Whatever I studied, or which I was very very gd at, it did not come out... or even I could say that this time round, my god did not support me at all... I was going to give up that time.. I cannot accept the fact that my god was not be there for me... I knew i could not think that way, but i was blaming here and there... But of course, I knew that was a 考验 for me.. I knew that there were always a reasons behind it.. I thanks GOd for her arrangement on me, for letting me to become more and more stronger person, more and more 放下，看开... and able to overcome all those Obstacles in my future...

Year 2008, I actually had achieved quite alot.. I got my Bike License during March, I also graduated from my TCM and also from my REN CAI CLASS, and also I got my TCM License...Wow, I did quite alot of things... I am so satisfied and proud of myself.. During Jan, I was thinking that will I be able to get all these Licenses, or even be able to graduate from my TCM and Ren Cai Ban? It wasn't easy for me.. all my TCM friends started to focus on the TCM Graduation Exam since the year beginning whereas I was busy learning my bike lesson, attending my Ren Cai Ban for every one or two times per week...

But I am very sad and regret to say that for this year 2008, I did not join any of my QSN activities.. I could not find time for my weekly Sun Tuition... I missed my QSN friends and those BXBY especially secondary Students... Hai..

Tommorow, the beginning of a new year... what i will be wishing, looking are hoping for are...hm.. my mummy will be staying healthy, and also for my Ahgong too.. hm.. hoping my sister and my 花小弟（妹夫）, Jiayou jiayou, 真的好想抱外甥。。hoping that my brother will be doing well in his UNI... hm... hoping that all my family will be healthy, 平安。。 and hoping all my fellow friends, achieve what they want, do what they want to be, and be happy always... hm... hoping my ywlk(Y) and most importantly, my ywlk(W) will be 幸福快乐。。 hehe...

Lastly for myself.. hoping that I will be more independent, more stronger person... Hoping that i will be doing well in my studies... hoping that I will be losing weight till 49kg.. cos recently fat alot..abt 3 kg... hai... No more chocolate, no more milk tea (bubble tea) from 01 Jan 09 onwards until I have reach my target.. hehe... hoping to get a digital camera for myself... see how... hehe..cos sometimes quite paiseh to use Ting's camera... but thanks to Ting, cos she always agree to lend me... hm... and also hoping for...what i am not hoping for but now i am hoping for...haha...

Good bye my loved 2008 which is in about less than 3hours time...

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Yesterday Yan TZ (also my tcm senior) came and looked for me.. She gave me box of Chocolate(but i think i will be giving to my friend le..cant eat chocolate le..hehe..), and a bag... Today she is going back to Singapore.. I think now she must has reached sg airport already... Thanks Tz for the gifts, care and concern of me... Really very happy for her, she stayed here for 2 months for the Practical, and now she backed home...

3 days ago heard from my mother that there are quite a numbers of my Deshu TZ concerning when I will be back.. alot of them and even my 大姨 also thought that I came back during Dec 28... rumours... haha.. nope....not dec 28... is jan 18.... Looking forward to be back home...

Thanks all my family, Tz and fellow friends, i know u all have been concerning of me over here.. I really very touched and appreciated.. Today just finished my last test... Left with one more exam paper to go... Jiayou En...

still left 18 days... Going home soon... Looking forward... ["^U^"]

我是海吗？

我想你是海，冬天的大海。活得虽辛苦，却烦乱..
From LEE..

I like this.. Yeap, it described my feeling... but..

我想我是鱼，大海的小鱼。活得虽自由，却自在..
From Me..

Haha.. but this also described my feeling living in Nanjing now.. no more control from family, so much more freedom... but then must be independence.. and must be lively here.. when is play time, must play.. when need to study, must study hard... thats is me...

Thanks CHER.. LEE...

T.JIE Thank you very much!!!

在我最需要的时候，T.Jie给了我一个Hug。。。 这个Tightly Hug的感觉， 让我的心里好感动，心里差一点要哭出来了。。 我们没多说什么。。 T.Jie 给我的感觉像我的家人，认识好久的朋友， 很亲切。。很舒服。。 谢谢你。。JIE。。

地震！！！

26/12/08
9.59am, 我的手机响了。。。 我正在睡觉，还没醒，因为今天没课。。迷迷糊糊中，我听了电话。。
因为号码没显示名，也不知道是谁打过来的，我第一句话是“你是？”。。。

“我是那平安夜的小伙子。。”

“噢，老师。。你好。。”

“你听着。。 你们马上离开你们的大楼。。听清楚没？ 会有地震。。”
我呆了。。不知道要怎样反映。。“啊，哦。。”

“你知道到什么是地震吗？， 地震，地震。。你懂吗。。”

“我只道”但我不知道我要如何做。。 我傻了。。 那时的我还没睡醒，原本想也许老师在骗人。。 但是又听到他说的很认真。。 也开始相信他说的话。。。 但是，我心里想，我又还没冲洗，又还没刷牙。。 就算了。。 就算真的地震，楼塌了，我还是会躺在我的床上。。 不想逃。。
“地震将在30分钟发生。。 快离开。。。 ”

这时，婷起来了，见到我愣住，不知所措时， 她问“发生什么事”

“老师说30分钟后地震，要我们马上离开这里”

婷大笑。。 “骗人的”

老师和我正在通话中。。 “股市震，到1800点。。 地震了”

“老师，真是的。。 为何骗我们。。。”

“谁叫你们骗我在平安夜” 老师好记仇阿 （哈哈）。。。

哈哈。。 那天我真的没参与啊。。 真是的。。 但我知道老师也只是和我开玩笑的。。我也不介意。。 放下电话后，我又去睡觉了。。。

11.15am, 我睡醒了。。 我想着老师所说的地震的事。。

我跟婷这样说。。

“如果我是清醒的，如果我已冲好凉，刷好牙，我会听老师的话，离开这栋大厦。。。因为我相信他。。 因为他是老师。。因为他是我的长辈。。也因为我相信朋友。。 ”

婷说她曾经遇过5/6级地震在台湾。。分享她的经历。。。 但如果我真遇到这样的地震。。 我真的不知道我会怎样的做。。 如果天要我命，就拿去吧。。 我不想被困，不想受苦。。 不想留在这世上，因为这种阴影很大。。 我知道我不能承受。。 我宁愿马上得离去。。 婷也是这么认为。。

哈哈。。 在说，老师也真是的。。 他也叫我不要相信他。。 不要把他当成老师，把他当成医生。。 哈哈。。 我能理解。。因为他是神经。。。神经外科医生。。 哈哈。。。

谢谢老师，给我那麽难忘的一天。。。 哈哈。。。

老师谢谢你的西安的礼物。。 陶（魔笛） A kind of instrument… I like it very much… Thanks Cher…

平安夜。。圣诞节。。。

24/12/08- winter...Cold....

Went to 韩国小店----梦 for our dinner with Ting, Hui Jun, Jun, & Ziwen(Our junior)... We took cabs there.. before we ordered the food, we were busy taking pic using Ting's camera...after we ate finish, ting, ziwen and huijun went out to take a short walk.. only left me and Jun... so we just chat for a while... suddenly her tear came out... I was shocked.. but i also got the feeling of crying out...








Perhaps to me, this is my first time away from Home, away from my loved ones... is not that i not used to nanjing life, but i just feel so alone during this xmas... even though I have my friends here accompanying me.. but.. the feeling is different.. I was sad too..

When they came back, Jun was going to leave... she took cab home... @ around 11pm... We are not leaving, cos we wanna wait till 12am for xmas to come.. @ about 11.40pm, we ordered Drinks.... 酒。。

The only reason I will DRINK, is when I am quite down... sadded.. I know i shouldnt.. but.. Huijun helped me mixed both black and white one, cos this will be more easy to 醉.. The black one is only 5% alchocol, while the white one is abt 4% alchocol... I hope to be drunk, maybe not here... not now... I know I wont drunk, cos I am capable in drinking.. I think so.. cos I am well trained... haha..kidding...

I remembered the first time i start to DRINK is with my poly friends in a open pub.. I was so moodless, sadded that time, and i tried to drink abit each,like bloody hell, graveyard... cant remember... but i knew i drank the black beer more... the feeling was like the throat, stomach were burning.. but still ok for me..

But this time, I drank alot, this is my first time drank so much... 4 杯.. but i dont felt any burning.. just that wanna vomit.. cos ate too much during dinner and also drank a can of coke...too much gas in my stomach..felt that so full...




12 am.. is Merry Christmas.. We called Cher... at first Cher din ans the call.. thus they came up with an ideal to bluff Cher... so they kept callng Cher hp for several times, so that it seemed to be an ugent call.. then finally Cher answered..Ziwen told Cher that 3 of us Drunk.. asked him wat to do.. Cher asked Ziwen to call Markov for help.. haha.. or Jun.. but actually in the end, Ting or Huijun told CHer that we were just kidding... He actually was enjoying his Ktv with his friends @ Xu Zhou..

After that we continued chating.. drinking... But during that period of time, i was quiet.. thinking... feeling sad....so I composed a poem not poem... It says

平安夜里不平安
心里其实好想家
孤单的我好悲伤
难过度过圣诞节。。。

I sent this to Cher and Jun...

After my 2nd cup, i really cant take it anymore.. dont wanna take somemore.. cos really very full.. but bec HJ say something, cant remember.. is abt lier or bluff.. anyway this made me change my decision..So I took the 3rd cup over, and placed in front of me...

I rest for a while a drank it like drinking plain water... Before we left (at abt 1 am), we still left slightly more than half bottle of 青岛。。(3.5% Achocol)... Huijun wanna gives Ziwen drink.. then Ziwen drank 1/4 of it.. Ting was unhappy with it as she dont wanna Ziwen to drink anymore, so I took over and drank finished it..

I drank the most， 四杯 (2-Mixed, 2-White).. Ting only 一杯(White)。。 Ziwen 三杯(White)。。 Huijun 两杯(Black)。。

Am I really Sad.. Am I really Down.. thats y i drank? Hm.. i think that is a mixture of both sad and happy... but i really felt so alone... I missed my family, and friends, loved ones... missed till very badly... another reason is bec of friendship.. hm... recently.. sian.. moodless...

Ting said that this is just a 过渡期。。 I hope so...

@ abt 1 am plus reach home... Cher replied: 内心的平安才是永远。@有朋友，不孤独。。

I smiled.. and went to sleep...

I never sleep well since a month ago.. always sleepless night, or hard to fall asleep.. but Yesterday, I slept well in this cold winter.. Sweet dreammn.. and Sleep Tight...

25/12/08 --- Quite COLD..

Had dinner with Ting, LiXun, Jun and PJ.. again.. red wine... but is free... very small cup...very happy and enjoyed tonite dinner...



Wanna Thanks Jun (my first xmas gift), QiaoYun Jie (my 2nd Xmas gift) and Lixun(my 3rd Xmas gift)









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Will I changed oneday?

One of my friends become more and more less 公德心。。。 another friend said that must 入乡随俗。。 haha... how come.. cos that time we were eating Pop Corn.. I dont know wat to do with the seeds, while we were walking on the streets.. then my friend say throw on the floor la.. since everyone also doing that... she said eversince she came here, 她越来越没有公德心。。。 haha.. another friend said.. 入乡随俗.. Haha.. I kept laughing.. they are so funny...

however, my 良心 told me that I still cant be like them, i kept the seeds, till i found the rubbish bin then threw it away..

I will be addicted to DRINK... I will learn to Smoke...I will be addicted to GAMBLE.. and I will become... 没有公德心 or 入乡随俗...

No Way.. I wont... I have my own 原则。。

I will Drink, but I wont be addicted to it.. I will learn how to play Nanjing Majiong, but I wont played with money... But I will not smoke, no matter wat, even is a 应酬 from...

道德 will always remind me in my heart, and as for 入乡随俗... hm... Depends.. like 应酬。。 but i will never go against my principal... hopefully... I will keep on reminding myself...

All lesson will end by this week... Still left one test (next wed) and one exam (14/1/09)... weekend need to start study hard le... ["^U^"]
Jiayou en...

Does he look like WeiXian?

When I first saw him in our class, he reminds me of Weixian... He is our class chairman, he is very helpful.. He is a korean while xian is a singaporean... I feel that he and xian look alike... just that he has smaller eyes, longer hair, rounder face, & much more taller than xian...



Have you ever wonder there is another person who look alike with you in this another world???

I miss my twin sis... hoping that she will be doing well.. both in studying and in working area...

臭阿妹。。。 姐姐好想你。。

He likes me...

In China, the best way to look for a rent house is through agents.. but once everything done, eg.. those contract signed, the agent will not be bothered with the customer... watever we need help, or thing happen in this rent house, we shd find our house owner to settle, or we settle ourselves...

But our agent is different... he is very helpful to us, even our house owner warned us to be careful.. bec she told us that she din see so gd agents before... cos those agents will not be so helpful once they earned their commission...

He younger than me by age 1... same year as my bro... younger than my bro by 10 days... He... very care and concern of me... He... always worry of me... He... treat me quite gd... in the first place, my friends, ting and yuying they all already feel that he treat me so gd, bec he likes me... they told me, but i choose not to believe...

Actually, from my feeling and senses, I knew it.. but i choose to avoid... I just wan this feeling of me and him, in the of friendship to be continue...

When i lost my hp, he will come to my house to visit me.. when i sad, he will call me, he willing to spent his money on this hp bill... but i sometimes really very paiseh of that..

a few days ago, he QQ me.. but in the end we dont have thing to talk... as a result, he asked me a question..

He said... Jiajia, why are you so beautiful..
I smiled and replied... haha... I am not... since young till now, i just feel that i am normal me...
He said again... your inner heart (内在美).. You are too kind...

suddenly i thought of wat Jun told me, she said, that time when she and Pj at the agent stall, He... so happy to recieve my sms, and show to Jun... Hence, Jun alo feel that he likes me..

so I am playful, i asked him... will u woo me...
he replied... no... bec in china... must 门当户对。。
again he said.... If you are china person(中国人), i will woo u...
I then said... Yea, i am what.. I am chinese... haha...
he replied... no.. is if you are born in china...

To me, I feel that he is a gd guy, and thinks alot.. he know that even if we are together, it will be very tough.. we are from different background, different education and more... he is attracted by my kindness...for me.. i am attracted by his thinking， who will think for the sake of me...

I suddenly think of my previous ex.. a china guy, peng... peng is different from HIM.. cos peng always think of wat he wants, and just do.. like he woo me just bec he got gd feeling of me, but he din care or bother other thing.. such as are we fit to be together.. our education, our thinking... and alot.. watever his feeling now, he will want it, he dont care.. he is so impatient.. he dont like to wait.. that is wat i really dislike, cos he always think of himself.. not me..

(my sis dream of me and peng getting marry... haha.. i think my sis miss me too much)

but Him... totally different.. if he appeared before peng, I might consider him, and fall in love again.. even though i said that i wont be in a relationship who is younger than me..

Before i going to sleep.. i sent him a sms..

I said... li xun, thanks..able to know you as a friend who care and concern of me, think for the sake of me, i am really very happy.. I know, and i believe that you wont hurt me at all.. i believe that you are a gd bf, who really love your partner..and whoever gal be with you, will be having a gd happiness.. i am glad to know you as a friend who also think of my happiness..you will find a better, more kind hearted gal than me as ur gf.. gd nite..

He replied back.... pls la...I am ok.. pig... if i think we are suitable initially, i will have woo you already.. from the start i already wanna you to be my galfriend... but we are impossible..thus only can keep u in that pure relationship.. you are very kind.. i have been away from my hometown for so long, you are the only gal who i seen so kind hearted gal.. gals like you are going hard to find...see you like see myself in the past....

I really very appreaciate watever he did for me... but we both know that we are not suitable.. he give me the feeling of falling in love again.. really.. but... for now.. not yet.. he feels that i have been closing my heart so tightly that i really cannot believe in any relationship.. there is no eternal.. he really hopes that i can find a gd guy, who love me and give me happiness.. thanks li xun...

for me, i am happy with my life now.. maybe when the only guy in the future appear, able to change my thinking...

but for her... my promise.. i will remember... age 29... ["^U^"]

今天心情差。。。

在南京生活已有61天。。。

自从十二月起，特别想念我的新加坡家，家人，老师们，朋友们。。 拿起娟亲自作的书，仔细看了那些照片，看了他们的祝福(Miss Wong, Amy, Juan, Sherry, Richie, Chengyou, Boonhaw, Steven)， 心理面很不好，很想念。。。告诉自己，要坚持。。 再过33天就可以的回家了。。　这是我第一次在外国生活,好想好想妈咪,妹妹,妹夫,弟弟,Miss Wong,中学老师， 中学朋友，理工学院朋友，中医朋友， 佛堂朋友，佛堂活动。。青少年。。 也好想念我的猫咪Tiger， 我的摩托车。。 SobSOb。。。

在这里，过得还不错，有那么好的朋友（婷，宇英）那么疼我，那么照顾我。。 当然少不了文君，我聊天，又关心我的好朋友。。还有我的中介，李训，他，小我一岁， 他很关心我，当我难过时，他会来看我，会打个电话慰问我。。 马克， 我班上的新加坡同学--他也不错，也是很好的朋友，一直很照顾我们，关心我们，给我们一些家用的东西。。 认识一些越南朋友，她们教我一些越南话， 其中一位，送我豆奶粉。。 但我没喝，还留到现在。。 还有另外一位， 借我，给我一些当时我需要用到的东东--毛线等。。。 还有印尼朋友，借我他的电子琴在我很需要的时候。。。 我也认识了一些台湾朋友。。 Tina。。。 很高兴认识她。。 要和她学一些算命的东东。。 学姐们， 黄荣，JuFang 学姐。。。 表妹， 都很疼我。。 关心我。。 谢谢你们。。。

还有。。刚刚最近认识了南医大的邱副。。 他很高笑。。 很高兴认识他。。 谢谢他带我们到处走走。。带我们认识南京一些地方。。。 明天(17/12/08)是他的生日，在此先祝他生日快乐。。 昨天，因为赶着做一只姓名的笔给他，做为生日礼物，因为他在一点下午左右要离开南京。。 到徐州去公干。。 所以我在朋友家，跟她借了剪刀，毛线（她给我的）， 很快速的做这份礼物，花了我1.5钟头左右完成。。 在一点之前，送给他。。 但那时我才发现写错了他的性，应该是Li，但我做成LEE。。真Paiseh。。 但还是送了。。 等我回去新加坡，在做给他。。 他说很久没收到生日礼物了，他会好好保护的。。 我笑了。。 但愿他会喜欢这份我小小心意的礼物。。 、、

今早，天都还没亮，我被我的闹钟吵醒，然后发现南医大的邱副发给我一则短信， 关于徐州坠床现场第一时间的报道。。 真高笑， 起初蛮担心他的安危的，但读到最尾的信息时，被酸了一下，他还很介意LEE的。。（Paiseh 啦）， 也觉得他没事就我就松了一口气。。。 看完了，发了短信回给他，但花了45分钟的时间打的华文短信。。 约七点， 又睡觉了，因为早上没课。。 真是的，忘了把闹钟关掉。。 他真的很高笑。。 但愿他工作平安， 苦衷作乐。。。

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真影响我今天的心情。。 好烦。。。闷。。。显。。。差。。。

What is pro·té·gé???

pro·té·gé - a young person who receives help, guidance, training, and support from somebody who is older and has more experience or influence..

Haha... Thanks Miss Wong, I am your dear dear protege....["^U^"]

Feeling Bad and Feeling Gd...

Tues, Sunny, Temp is abt 10.3 Degree C...

Yest night I was very very happy, but it turn up as disappointed and sad... Wasnt sleeping well.. 4am plus then fall asleep, and 8.30am woke up.. Wasn't feeling so gd... not like the previous day, Dammed feeling GOOD for the whole day... But today, no mood to do anything... Went to sch in the morning, but really feel so siansation...

During Lunch time came up with this...
诗非诗，见非见，喜非非喜，悲非非悲：
(想)见云儿却未见，(见)到云儿非真见，(不)如不见心不伤，(见)面还是梦里见!!!--->想见不见!!!

Planned to do 老年病学 test assignment, but really no mood.. Ting asked me if wanna join her and CHER to BookShop to buy books.. I was like.. Hm.. OK... Since I dont intend to do assignment, might as well go out and to see around...

CHER walked from my house to take bus, meanwhile, he will tell us those location place (whether the shop is gd or not, whether we shd buy thing from there or not & etc...), and we also passed by his school, Nanjing Uni (南京医科大学), and told us some story of his in this uni...

Later we took bus 13 to 山西路.. On the bus, Cher keeps introducing us about the place.. and he also asked what he had for our Lunch and Dinner.. I replied him saying that got aunt cook for us, cos we 包伙食.. (but of cos mine is vegetarian, different from Ting they all) and as for dinner... we cook Maggi Mee..Haha.. Then he said cannot, need to learn cooking...haha...Then after reaching, we went place seems to be a park(forgot the name of it), where a lot of elderly will be going there for execrise walking... Is a gd relaxing place... see below....



Then we went to this Big Book Stall Center... is like suntec city having bookfair every year during june holiday... but is like a shopping center with many different bookstall... is huge... alot... Ting bought a 西医诊断 books and a book introducing Nanjing place... Perhaps I will be going there again to buy books before I back to Sg...



Then we took bus back to 莫愁路.. On the bus we took pic of ourself (but the quality not gd, cos from 1.3 MP Handphone)... Haha... Below shows the Nanjing Bus Stop... surprised? really different from Sg Bus Stop...





Took a pic of Cher back after alighting the 莫愁路(Secretly one, hope he dont mind..), while we on the way to 朝天宫。。（Really thanks to Cher, he is like our tour guide...)



Finally reached 朝天宫, but we din enter into the place.. cos need to pay money, so we only walking outside of it, and seeing around... Is a gd place to come here.. Below shows a Statue of Kong Zi in the middle..



That is Cher Foot... (Hehe...)



Then Cher brought Ting and Me to our nearby market... Cher asked if we know how to do 泡菜？ of cos I dont know.. so he immediately replied to us saying that lets go buy the ingredients.. I was stunned... Cos was too fast, cant react.. Then we brought two Carrot (0.50 RMB), and a type of green vegetable, forgot the name, but is like yansui (0.80 RMB, CHer paid for us, cos i dont have the coins, very paiseh...), those that put on the soup one... We also bought a white vingear and 山椒. a type of chilli from supermarket.. but i dont know how much, cos Ting paid for that..

On the way home, Cher told us how to do this 泡菜。。 and we separated after that...

I was so frustrated cutting this carrot.. cos the knife was not sharp... Haha, quite 期待 how the taste of this 泡菜。。 cos i know that normal 泡菜 is using Cabbage one, but Cher said that he is not gd @ the Cabbage 泡菜 dish.. So we see how, tml will be tasting it.. haha..



Actually wanna thanks Teacher for all this.. cos spending his time on us.. and I also hope that CHer will be feeling good too.. cos he was also moody, not feeling well today, cum he keeps coughing... Hope he will recover soon...

["^U^"] I enjoyed myself today...feeling better after that, even though is only 3 hours of going around in nanjing, really make me feel so gd.. Thanks Ting for bringing me out, if not, I will be siansation, moodless the whole day... ["^U^"]

Jiayou en...

Finally got Her Reply...

Very Very Happy too, Miss Yong(my sec maths teacher)finally replied me.. She wrote in my Facebook Wall, saying that:

Hi Jia Jia,

Yes, I have received your well wishes. Thank you so much! Have been incredibly busy at work the past few weeks...working almost till midnight. I'm glad it's over now. I'm now on holiday at Maldives. Enjoying myself and taking a break for the routines. Have also seen your sister's wedding photos. Goodness, you all look so pretty and grown up. I must be growing older?

Good to know that you are doing well and is in Nanjing now. Must be very cold and dreary there now. Do take care of yourself and keep warm. Persevere and push on...am confident that you will do well!

["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]

I replied her saying that..

My Dearest Miss Yong,
Haha.. You are not old, you are always my pretty, beautiful, young teacher... Maybe you dont know that during sec time, I am attracted by your look.. Cos you are really very beatiful to me.. Haha... I still keep the drawing of you @ my house(shoulder hair length one), got chance then give you... hehe... Me now pretty?.. Haha.. thanks... me still the same.. just normal me....

Yeap, Nanjing here very very extremely cold.. last time wish to go to winter country, but now, hate it... really very scare of this coldness.. dislike it... shiver all the time... especially during bathing... Thanks Miss Yong, I will Persevere on... You Taught me this persevere during my sec 3.. I always remember... Thanks for your care and concern of me, I will take gd care of myself..
I really miss you alot, really hope to meet you up in future... I really hope to date you out on 14/11/2010 in advance.. treat you lunch or what.. Can I? ["^U^"]
I stop here..Enjoy your holiday..

["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]

She is another teacher who change my life too.... She is also one of the teachers who I wanna composed for... but.. perhaps not now, the feeling still not there, hopefully I can compose song for her by 2010 during her Bday.. ["^U^"]

I wishes is that once I composed to 10 songs, i will burn it as CD, and give all my loved one, and friends... wanna share with them my music.. But i think i will only do this once I composed abt 15 songs...

Cos I still need to compose for my mum, my sis, my bro, miss yong, amy, juan, sherry, all my teachers in a song, n my secret admire... This is what i plan.. I am not pro in composing, cos i din learn those tech, but songs which i composed is truely from my heart, my feeling, for those who i have composed... I love composing.. different feeling, different ppl... Half way to go... This is my dream since age 15... plan to finish all this by age 30.. Hopefully...haha..

Happy Happy...

Wanna workhard le.. need to focus study le.. 2 weeks from now test test test, then exam.. Going back to Sg soon, 好期待。。。

Today staying @ Home Do Nothing..

Actually wanna do the 老年病学 test assignment, but still don't have the motivation to start doing... My two friends went out with juniors and seniors to play majiong with this BioChem Teacher.. Ting asked me if I am going or not, but I dont like this entertainment... Just stay at home whole day, surf net, listen to music.. My both friends just back home.. Heard that one of them gamble (manjiong), Drink, and smoke with the teacher... Diao... No wonder the junior now also know how to smoke, drink, and gamble.. I am lucky that I choose not to go, bec I really dont like this.. Is not that I dont know how to drink.. Is not that I dont know how to play simple majiong, of cos I dont know how to smoke.. But I choose not to.. Just that I dont like this kind of entertainment...

I also worry for my biochem exam 14 Jan.. But... Just try my best.. Really dammmed Hard.. especially in Chinese Chemical term, cannot understand what the teacher teaching.. Too Fast... Sian...

Yesterday QQ with waike teacher, He is not like normal ppl... thinking wise is far away from a normal ppl too.. He is specialist in Brain, Wai Ke Doctor..But he is also emotional person, but when dealing with paitient who passed away, he said he will go do sport, sleep, and next day do work, to overcome his sadness.. and he will listen to songs too.. Yeap, life is unexpected, Wu Chang, really dislike the feeling of Sheng Li Shi Bie..(I think of my dad.. I miss him..) Really need to learn from teacher... I am very emotional type... hehe...He is a gd teacher... He teach different from others.. His teaching is special... attracted by his teaching...["^U^"]

Fri (5/12/08), meet up with Iman at sch gate.. But he is late, I have been waitng there for more than 20 mins.. Too Cold.. I din wear Thermal wear, I forgot to wear the kneeguard.. REally Buai Tan Han... No choice.. cos wanna use his electric Piano to record my song... then he rode bike, and this is my 2nd time as a pillon.. haha.. this remind me of my bike.. i miss my bike... Stay at his house for 2 hours... finally record finish... then play those pop song.. cos miss my piano and keyboard.. Then Iman invite me to have dinner with them.. So gd of him.. But i am vegetarian... Walk back home.. all the way shiver back.. cos fri 7th, the temperature was like minus 2 degree C... Diao... But luckily I din Gan Mao... Really wanna thanks Iman for the help..

["^U^"]

《因为有你》

词/曲：梁家嘉(Jiaen)

Specially For Miss Wong Weidee...

冬天的季节
走在寒冷的路边
想起你的一切
让我继续前进

七年后的今天
写下这一首歌
好想对你说一声
Happy Birthday To You

你是我的朋友 一直支持着我
你是我的推动力 给我前进不给我后退
因为有你 才有现在的我
我会为了你 努力下去

七年后的今天
写下这一首歌
好想对你说一声
Chuc Co Sinh Nhat Vui Ve

你是我的天使 永远陪伴着我
你是我的老师 指引着我生命的方向
因为有你 才有现在的我
我会为了你 坚持到底

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Miss Wong wrote on my FaceBook Wall (6/12/08, at 3:29am), saying..

[thanks, jia jia.. for the video.. for the song.. for the lovely lyrics...for the way u have encouraged me with what u have done all these yrs, always remembering me every trs' day, birthday, CNY, etc.. evrything u have been doing these 8 yrs since graduation has fuelled my passion for this career i have chosen.
thank you for everything.. i am really speechless! no one can ever boast of having a song specially written for her! and you have done just that for me! WOW!
con yue ban]

["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]["^U^"]
Miss Wong, CAM ON BAN RAT NHIEU... (meaning: Thank You Very Much)

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Miss Wong, Happy Birthday!!!

Today is my Fav Teacher, Miss Wong Wei Dee 2008 Bday...
I have been patiently waiting for this day to come....

Thanks Miss Wong for delaying her sleeping time, as she really feel very very sleepy before 12 am, but I really want her to wait till 6th Dec 12am for the sake of Me.. then she replied that I am very cute..hehe.. am I?? And Yes, she did wait for 12 midnite in the end... ["^U^"]

I have made a Composed Song for her.. Yeap, She felt that the Song is Lovely, & after watching the video, she really very Touched.. Hm... Really?

Dont have the time to send her the Song in wav format, which is played in the electrical piano... & dont have the time to send her the song which i sang for her... Sob sob.. nvm.. will send her other time...

I really do hope she will like this song..

Sis and Juan feel that this 7th song is not as gd as my previous 6 other songs...Cos not as catchy as before... But.. I feel....

When you see a beautiful gal, the first look will be attracted by her in your mind... But if you see a normal gal, the more you see her, you will also feel that she is also beautiful... why... bec she is Nai Kan...

I feel that my 7th song is like the 2nd one, the more you hear, the more you will like it...

I have done my best with this composed song... Cos initally I dont have any music keyboard or piano when doing this.. This is the most difficult part... I only able to sing out the melody, then use harmonica to play with it.. But in the end, I went to music sch and rent a room to figure out the Whole Song, Practice it and Record it.. luckily the renting is not so EX..
(I miss my piano and my keyboard)

I dont have gd recorder.. when i will be back to Sg, i will record it again...

One of my friends said that this song is very addictive.. Haha.. Actually I gave my senior and her cousin to hear.. Her tear flowing out.. Yea they are touched by my song.. & one of my roomates also after watching the video half way, tear came out.. I am surprised...

But will she be TOUCHED by whatever i did??????? She said she feel so LOVED.. Hehe...
Before we end our msn conversation, I told her... Con Yue Co.. Which means I LOVE YOU... and she also replied the same CON YUE CO.. haha.. I replied tat she cant use CO, must use Con Yue Ban.. cos in Co refer to 你， in 长辈，最尊敬的人， whereas Ban also refer to 你，in Friends, 同辈分的。。 Hehe.. Wondering what is this language? Guess.. ["^U^"]

I love this song 《因为有你》 alot.. is unique... will be puting the song in my Music Library later... Friends, comment on this 7th Song...Tell me how you feel once you hear that melody... Just doing my composed survey.. ["^U^"]